Sunday, September 30, 2007

I wanna learn sejarah

Im in the mood of studying Sejarah at the moment.
I think its kinda like a sudden urge but i dun think it is.
Anyone have any cool historical books for me to pinjam??
American History ke, World History ke but not Malay/Islam History kay.
No offense, but i'm sick of it. Cannot tahan all the khalifah crap..
Thank You!
I HEART THOU..

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

LOST

wuuh!!
I cant believe i finished watching Lost season 3 more like in one day, yeah, non-stop after rangers till 5 Monday morning. Least the season is better than season 2, overall its good but thats not the point. The ending is what keeps me thinking.

So here's the case:
1st, we see Jack accidentally viewed Kate and Sawyer sleeping together in the cage before he decided operating Ben [formally known as Henry Gale in season 2]. Then at the operating room, he "held" Ben hostage till he frees Kate & Sawyer and thus asking Kate not to come back. In the end of the season, Jack told Kate not to come back coz he loves her and wish Kate and Sawyer to be happy together and in other words, Jack hopes that Kate will live happily with Sawyer, and by this means sacrificing his own happiness for them.

So here's the Question:
Would you give up your own happiness to see the person/people you love, love someone else by letting them chase their own happiness??

Therefore, my thought would be:
Lets take Jack for example, i think he's unselfish. He let Kate go with Sawyer when he could easily just save her and let them, The Others take Sawyer out of the picture, but he didnt. He let them escape and hope they'd be happy together.
Well, i can say that no matter how unselfish we are,we will always end up getting hurt. To see someone else happy doesnt mean that we will be happy. Disappointment, anger, envy, jealousy all this will appear in your heart and no matter how hard we try to forget, you cant just somehow let it go. However strong you think you might be, a cut in the heart will always leave a scar behind and its deeper and more painful then a cut on flesh and a wound that deep would not be easily heal.
Thus, i can conclude that no matter who we are, how we behave, what actions we take, giving up and letting go is always our choice but in the process, we would definitely hurt ourselves even though we decide to let it go or not.
Then again, if you say that dont get involved in anything will keep you from any tears and scars, my answer would be, No. The wound of living this world alone is greater than any wound you have felt before. Loneliness is the deepest wound anyone can ever have in their hearts. No one should live in this world alone. Trust me, seeing your friends with another, them having happy moments together, sharing each others joy & pain, the time they shared, it'll definitely hurt you really bad and the thoughts of having someone yourself will appear no matter how hard you try to block it off because seeing another person's joy, you will for sure want to experience the same kind of feeling that your friends have.

So the Real Question here is:
Live Together, Die Alone??

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Wah, i almost Kencing on my pants!

okay i just done watching 1408 and it kinda freak the shit out of my pants. erm 1408 is a horror movie acted by john cusack [remember the guy acted in runaway jury??] and, basically the movie is about him wanting to see his dead daughter. its not really a nice & decent horror movie but it has its moments. i think its okay to watch, i'll give it a 3 ½ / 5 or C+ if you want it in grades or 6/10 if u dont understand half.. haha!

im not gonna watch a horror movie by myself ever again la. if i ever wanna watch it, i'll call whoever who is willing to teman me, so keep your phones open if i ever need to call you.. i hate all this freaky moments especially when im the only one who's feeling it.. Crap!

hmmm, guess i wun be sleeping soundly tonight anymore. so if you see me online still like at 3 or 4, most probably im still awake so message me if you wan. stupid dumb feelings!
oh and thank you sam for borrowing me your Lost season 3, really helps me get my mind of things..

Saturday, September 22, 2007

"Project September" is finally Terminated

*screams in delight*
~running around half naked in the room~
Jumping up and down on the bed that was broken a night before.

Hey Oh!! Come Laugh with me wo...
Goodbye 5 hours of sleep a day and welcome back 10 hours of darkness. OKay everything on top is defintely not true except the half naked part which is what i always am at home. YOu may have heard about my "Great Battle of September" or also known now as "Project September" but whatever it is, ITS ALL DONE..

1stly, i wanna thank God for giving me strenght to lift my eyes opened the entire week [i almost fell asleep thinking of an answer during my exam. Serious tau] and the wisdom, energy, courage [yes we need courage, courage to pen down the answer we do or do not think is the correct answer. HAHA] and everything and anything you have done in my life.

Next, definitely i wanna thank myself [Yes, you la! Oh me ah.. REally?] to thank for my brain, my heart, bones, eyes, Aiyah every single cell in my body for puting up a great fight against sleep, tiredness, hunger, thirst and hmmm, slight graphical images, and i dunno what else liau.. haha!! Thank you my sweet, sexy, lovable, not so perfect, slightly sideways, not muscular, kinda fit and last but not least orange + brown + yellow body.. HAHA..

Oh i wanna thank my N91 for waking my sleepy butt up whenever i sleep, my Computer for playing incredible noisy songs to keep me awake, my MSN for letting me know who's online for me to talk to around 1am - 5am which ended up like no one but its okay. Comic books don't worry i wont forget you, Thanks for destressing me with your lame humour especially Shin Chan, i love you and hmmm, i think thats all.. Really appreciate you gadgets and books.

Thank you.

Yours sincerly,
weiloong

Sunday, September 16, 2007

73 I cried because of Her.. [video's at the bottom]

When i first watched this, truthfully, i kinda cried when she starts to sing. Tears were like flowing down from my eyes. For her to sing one of my favourite song "Somewhere over the Rainbow", with such pure & innocent heart, delivered with such sweet and mesmerising voice, she just captured my heart and made it sank deep into tranquility. She's just so marvelous, what an incredibly beautiful & astonishing sweet voice and for a 6 years old to sing liddat, it was just so touching deep from the core of my heart. She blew my heart away!
sorry ah, due to my lack of blogspot knowledge, i have to post the words up here and the video down there coz i just simply cant fuse the two things together. Someone teach me how to do it can? Coz i kinda fed up ad.. haha
Have a look kay. Hope you'll feel the same way i do!

Britain's Got Talent - Connie - Final - Very High Quality

Thursday, September 13, 2007

72 This is wrong, definitely WRONG.....

1stly: I should be studying, but i'm playing game.

2ndly: I should be reading, yeah i'm reading, Comic books!!

3rdly: I should stop drinking lots of water before bed, so i won't go pee every hour in the night/day

Lastly: I should stop sleeping at odd hours, and wake up at the right moment

Yet again: I shouldn't be sleeping when it is not time to sleep, but sleep at the right time

Heck: I shouldn't be blogging but instead use this time to read my notes..

But Then: If i continue to do what i do, i'll end up killing myself with stress

Somehow: I don't think that will happen cause i know me and me know that i won't get stress

Consequences: FAIL in my exam, kena BOMBARDMENT from mom and DISAPPOINT myself.

SO: ANG WEI LOONG GO STUDY NOW IF NOT YOU"LL END UP CRYING AT NIGHT AGAIN THINKING ALL THOSE TIME WASTED ON DOING NONSENSE AND END UP GETTING WHAT YOU DON'T WANNA GET >>> "Yes i shall study now!"

And: if i fail, means i din put much effort in my studies.

Therefore: As punishment, i will spank myself on my butt till it numbs to remind myself to study every now and then to not disappoint myself ever again >> Sorry butt!! Sacrifice ya.


OKAY, this is not a good way to motivate myself. I need a better plan. Anyone with a better idea??

Monday, September 10, 2007

71 sobs sobs!! I think i'm being too sensitive

I just finished watching Armageddon and it almost make me menangis midway through the show. Haih! Its just so touching to see someone giving up their lives to save others. All the barriers they have to go through, the troubles, heck even thinking of blowing up yourself to save the ones you cherish and love is hard. End of the day, i think seeing heroes dying in movies are kinda like the kind of movie i like. YES! I don't really like happy endings, make the show no meaning and predictable. Haha! Hmmm, maybe is the song also, cmon Aerosmith " I don' wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna fall asleep coz i miss you babe, i don't wanna miss a thing " and Jewel's " i'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again " Very touching!! *laughs*

Yet again, don't watch a horror movie by yourself, in the middle of the night like 2 am when the streets are really quiet, the wind is howling like mad and the storm is just brewing at that time.. Its kinda creepy especially when the dogs started to bark and the cats are mewing like some babies crying in the night liddat, yea and the doors are slamming too.. I shall never ever watch a horror movie all by myself in the night anymore! someone watch with me can??

Saturday, September 8, 2007

70 If You Could Only See A Major Storm Brewing Over Me!!

" I asked you to tell me the truth and NO, i guessed you fail to do so. Hmmm, why am i slow at finding out the truth, i guess you must be laughing your butt off at how easy you fooled me into helping you. When i was sincere to you, offer my advice and what steps to take to help you out of your troubles but NO, you have to tell me that you're not apart of it and she's the one into you!! Jerk, can tell your "dreamgirl" i was the one that made the story up, see who's the liar now. Nevermind, its okay, i cant accept the fact that i did make a mistake and i apologised. But you crossed the line, Who the heck asked for help but failed to tell the truth about the whole situation. Thats it, i'm not helping you anymore, you can go play your little cat-and-mouse game all by yourself, don't and i REPEAT, DON'T you ever ask for my help anymore!! You have betrayed my trust & don't ask me how kay!! JUST DON'T "

This really ticks me off. If you wan to ask for my help, please tell the truth will ya. I hate it when i'm hanging in the middle and how the heck someone's gonna help you if they don't know the truth.. Mangkuk!! Ish, i've never got so pissed off this much before!!

ARGH!! BODOH BODOH BODOH STUPID DUMB-DUMB IDIOT! *kicks the wall*

Friday, September 7, 2007

69 War, perang, battle, fight - call it anything you wan!

Jior, one more week nie semester exam ad.. For the 1st time in my life i'm not gonna do anymore last minute [more like overnight] studying but instead, i'm gonna prepare one week in advance. [1st time ppl, seriously its my 1st time] That means i'm gonna get myself nerdy the whole week [any nerds here willing to teach me how you study?? really do appreciate it] and i'm gonna turn my body clock around. Guess you don't understand what i'm saying rite. So to simplify it, i'm gonna study at 1-5 am den 1-5 pm everday onwards. [anyone willing to teman me wen i study like in the early hours??]

Hopefully this studying techinque works cause i dunwan to get bad results again. Okay not like i fail the last time. Okay that was a lie, i did fail, 2 papers, but thats not the point, i just wanna improve myself.. If i tak berjaya, i think i better not study for exam anymore la.. Put so much effort and it all goes to waste, confirm sure no more morale boost anymore wan ma! Gosh its all in my head..

ps: don't think i have time to blog this month, maybe after my "Great Battle Of Septermber" overs.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

68 A funny answer to a funny question

ahha.. the other day, adrian choo was showing me this site and he showed me this particular page, so i thought, wat the heck mind as well share it with you since all of us are students and we need to be brilliant to answer our exam questions in order to score an A rite.

Plz Click on the link to view kay:
http://www.boreme.com/boreme/funny-2002/hell-p1.php

i think you'll find it amusing, coz i did.. practically laughed my butt off when i read it.. haha!! share it with your frens if you wan to as well.. Ahha!!

Friday, August 31, 2007

67 Haih! Kena tag again.. Why you all like to tag me?

pL, why you make me do it?

10 people you love. (excluding family members. Not in order)
- i love everyone. God tells us to love our neighbours, our enemies and everyone else so i don't have a top 10 ppl i love. must be fair to all rite?

10 things you want to do before you die along the way.
- hmmm, this is a bit challenging. i wanna do so many things before i leave this world. so to makes things easy, i'll just list down the top 10 places i wanna go in my life:
01. America - mau tengok Disneyworld, New York, California, Vegas and banyak la
02. England - the only reason i'm there is coz i wanna watch the EPL
03. Paris - Eiffel tower, the City of Lights. Who dunwan to go there
04. Rome - art, sculptures, cathedrals, St Peters Basilica, and the list goes on & on
05. Japan - the best thing is to watch the sakura leafs falling on you.

06. Switzerland - Wah! the Alps, the cool & refreshing air from the mountains, Snow!
07. Hong Kong - what else wo, eat la of coz.. chinese people muz try real chinese food ma..
08. New Zealand - home of the hobbits which i love. beautiful scenery, chun country-side
09. Anywhere in the world which has a superb beach & crystal clear sea.
10. All 14 states in Malaysia.

10 things you cannot live without.
- this wan nonit la, everyone gonna answer the same thing nie.

10 bad habits.
- prefer to be half naked all the time
- walking under the rain
- big business in the toilet after makan [60% of the time]
- make fun of people
- bully people
- laugh at people for no reason
- laugh even louder if there's a reason!
- Biting my fingernails
- lazy
- daydream most of the time

10 attitudes that turns you off.
- aiyaiyai. yang ini susah la. i'd say depends on the situation & my mood. if bad mood, anything can turn me off. but if i'm happy, i wouldnt care anything.

10 words to describe yourself. (5 good and 5 bad)
- Bad: uhm!! evil-minded, lazy, disobedient, sadistic, & hmm, tak tau la, not good looking...
- Good: AHha, this wan i leave it to you all la.. tell me whats the 5 thing you all see in me kay!

10 favourite bands.
- Norah Jones
- Maroon 5
- Coldplay
- Keane
- Delirious
- Michelle Branch
- Dashboard Confessional
- Fall Out Boy
- The Beatles
- Linkin Park

10 most prized possessions.
- i treasure everything i have. who doesnt rite? but i have to say five things i like most:
1st : my brain. all the sweet memories from young til now are unforgetable
2nd : my N91. RM1500 and to not care about it is suicidal
3rd : all my comic books. never fail to not enjoy a single moment without it, especiall Shin Chan
4th : my heart. for giving me weird feelings and pumping blood to my whole system.
5th : definitely my sense of humour. without it, i guess i'm not weiloong.

10 people to tag
- any 10 people who is willing to do this tag.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

66 18 Years we've been together and Its hard to seperate us forever

Hmmm, writing this to you is kinda hard. To think what to write is even harder. So where do i start?? Ahha!! I guess i have to do it by wishing you Happy 18th Birthday to you 1st rite.. So 18 Years, wait 17 years since i was born 1st, okay 17 years we've been through thick or thin and we practically cover each others back when we were together. Seeing you all grown up now it makes me kinda wonder, do you still need my protection anymore?? Eh-eh-leh, ask your Melvin to jaga you la, i think its about time i hand over the task to him.. Ahha!!

Well, i think its best i say sorry to you if i'd ever made you cry. Cheh! What am i saying, i practically made you cry throughout the 17 years we know each other.. Muahahahhahaa!! I guess this is my way of telling you how much you mean to me, not as my torturing tool, or my "when-i'm-bored-i'll-bully-you-till-I-puas", but as my one and only sister..

Its kinda funny when we think of our past, how could people thought that we were twins and all the funny jokes [more like kutuk-ing] we made to those who said we were twins.. Funny!! Hmmm, truthfully, there's no one i cherish more in my life but you. Thank you for sticking with me by my side. So Happy Birthday to you again kay. May we be together for a longer period, till you get married or something. WAHHHAHAHAHHAH!!

Monday, August 27, 2007

65 I'm listening to this song like 10 times a day!! OhMyGosh..

Norah Jones - Those Sweet Words

What did you say?
I know I saw you singing
But my ears won't stop ringing
Long enough to hear
Those sweet words
What did you say?

End of the day
The hour hand has spun
But before the night is done
I just have to hear
Those sweet words
Spoken like a melody

All your love
Is a lost balloon
Rising up through the afternoon
'Til it could fit on the head of a pin
Come on in
Did you have a hard time sleeping?
Cuz the heavy moon was keeping
Me awake, and all I know is I'm just glad to
See you again

See my love
Like a lost balloon
Rising up
Through the afternoon, and
Then you appeared

What did you say?
I know what you were singing
But my ears won't stop ringing
Long enough to hear
Those sweet words
And your simple melody

I just have to hear
Those sweet words
Spoken like a melody

I just want to hear
Those sweet words


I'm so in love with this song la.. i dunno why some people find her boring and all, well different people have different taste.. Hmmm, maybe you ought to try hear this song for once then if you dont like, you dont like lo. Cant say anything ad.. AHha!!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

64 Food for thought? What does it mean anyway??

ARGH! Something's wrong with me this past whole week. I've been eating non-stop like i'm facing some mid-life crisis or stress giler kinda situation. Even if i'm stress [and i'm not facing any crisis at the moment] i wouldn't commit myself in eating my butts off just to de-stress myself. Only girls do this kinda stuff [AHha! don't get the idea of me being a sexist kay, but its true rite?]

I think i really do have a problem now. An hour ago, i just finish eating a whole large pizza by myself and i can go curi some from my bro's share and makan somemore [as in like one large for me, and another large for my brother] AND NOW, an hour later, i'm kinda like complaining i'm hungry again.. *sobs sobs!* Jior, i got a feeling i'm gonna put on weight if i continue doing what i'm doing now!!

-Inner Self speaking-
*Slaps ownself* ANG WEI LOONG, stop munching your heads off and Tahan the hungry-ness can a not? If you wanna eat all the time, atleast go do some jogging 1st before you touch anything edible, solid or tasty and even tasteless! You Shall Go Back To Your 2 Meals A Day Diet, if not later you GEMUK like some Big Bouncing Ball that one your pasal kay!! *erm erm!*
-Back to Reality-
AHHHH!!! I HAVE TO STOP EATING LIKE ORANG GILER!! SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME!!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

63 Tales when i took a leak

"Crash!"
The sound of the rumbling sky from the distant plains woke me up from my sweet slumber. The night was still young and the darkness was still in place as though time had never moved at all at this point. The utter silence in my cold dark room gives me the creeps, i could barely stand it anymore as my hair began to stand every moment i fail to shut my eyes. Minutes passed, still awake, the sound of the rustling wind began to grew even louder each passing moment, and the cats behind the alley were getting ever more violent than before.
Moments later, the rain began to pour down the cold silent night and darkness began to cloak the moonlit streets, i got up from my bed to shut the windows in my room. It was so dark outside that i could barely see my neighbours windows anymore. As i was about to lie back down on my bed, i remembered i had to do something, i need to pee.
Carefully walking towards the door, hoping i wouldn't bang into anything along my path that would awaken my brother, sleeping happily and snoring his heads off like a tuba player. I opened the door slowly and closing it back quietly like a little rat sneaking its way into a room filled with tons of food. As i switched on the lights and waited for it to lighten up the toilet, nothing happened. The fuse must had been busted with all the electrostatic around the area. Dang!
So, without any lights, i entered the toilet. Putting my mind away with all the worse scenario that possibly could happened to me, i began to concentrate in achieving my goals. However, my mind was not entirely into the process. All the negative thoughts, the ghost stories i had heard earlier began to pour into my mind, i began to shiver and suddenly, "Boom!" The sound of thunder made me trembled. I wasn't on my feet anymore, fear is all I'm thinking of.
As i pick myself up again, i couldn't hold it any longer, it had to be released. I felt the uneasiness of the cold night and i wouldn't want to feel it any longer. I just wished that this will over soon and i can go sleep again. When i was beginning to take my aim, i felt that someone's watching me, someone's touching my little toes from below. It was dark i couldn't see anything. My heart's pounding like mad now, its beginning to crawl upwards my knees. In my heart, i was telling myself that its probably just the wind then suddenly, the lights were on again and then i saw, this stupid little green monster and its big, round & black eyes staring straight at me.
Damm you lizard!

Monday, August 20, 2007

62 Wah! Why people think i look like someone else wan? Cis!

Haih, i'm getting a bit tired and fed up that people keep thinking that i'm from a difference race. [people i'm pure Chinese. My mother's Chinese, so is my dad, so is my parents' parents and so on. Heck i think i'm more Chinese than some other Chinese, and i'm DEFINITELY more Chinese than Chris Tucker!] AHha! Why people thinks i look like a "Malay" when i'm Chinese. Is it cause i'm dark?? I don't think i'm THAT dark right! I have a friend who's darker then me but no one calls him Malay but why me?? *scratches head*

This made me kinda unpleasant today in class. My lecturer were talking about "some certain race" and how "unreliable" they could be especially when they are working in the civil sector [okay people, i'm not a racist but its true what. Sometimes i think "they" are really hopeless and lazy. I really don't understand why we should take a day off to settle "things" with them when on that day itself couldn't be settle also, open your services to the public on Saturdays also cannot? Waste time nia!!]
So this is what happened:

Lecturer: Eh Ang Wei Loong, you know you look like who ah??
Me: Who la teacher??
Lecturer: You look like a Malay la. Got any one tell you before ah??
Me: Teacher, i where got look like Malay la. Why people always tell me i Malay wan??
Lecturer: I think maybe cause you're dark la..
Me: *speaking in my heart* Got dark meh?? Stupid long years swimming under the sun!

Though its not my first time people asking me ot telling me i look like a Malay or something. [luckily no one calls me an Indian. I'm not a racist, i'm just not that dark] Heck, i don't even understand why someone can come and ask me whether i'm a girl a not. Jior, whats wrong with this people la?? Do i look like i have boobies to your eyes?? Wah! Liddat if i go Thailand people there ma think i Ah Gua or something. Cham liau loh! Wa eh ho mia ho lang kua ka an kuan, wa ma mian cho ta poh liau. [if you're wondering what i'm saying, its hokkien so ask me if u tak faham] *sobs sobs!*

Saturday, August 18, 2007

61 ACTUALLY, i'm kinda lazy thinking of titles to put ad

Haih, truthfully i find it hard sometimes to blog. Its not that i don't like it or malas to do it or got no idea what to blog about [which is basically true coz what i blog mostly are pure rubbish] but people always ask me to continue blogging coz they find my blog entertaining..

So here's what i've been thinking lately, [okay, i guess this is my 1st time voicing out my dissatisfaction] how come people say my blog very funny la, interesting la, entertaining and stuff but i dun see ppl leaving comments on the chatbox. I think if people were to atleast write something down, it'll be kinda motivating and make me even wanna write something more [atleast i will know that you visited my blog & make it more lively]. I sometimes find my blog not interesting at all coz of the poor response i receive from people, unlike other blogs like steffi's blog, u mae's blog, sam's blog and others which you guys probably write atleast 20 words on it all day. Someday i shall just hang up blogging la. Well its just my thought! Sorry for making you hear all read that, its just that i'm feeling tired, grumpy, sleepy and what-so-ever crappy feeling i'm having la.. I NEED MOTIVATION!!

My Recent Cravings : Old Japanese series like Beach Boys, Long Vacation & GTO & Norah Jones

sumthing i drew out of the blue, hope it cheers YOU up!!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

60 Hari ku yang sungguh tidak baik sekali, mengejar masa

Hari ini, ku akan blogging dalam bahasa melayu untuk satu hari sahaja. Jika anda tidak faham atau tidak fasih dalam bahasa melayu, baik kau carikan seorang "translator" untuk tukar kata-kata saya kepada perkataan English tau.. *ketawa*!!

Hari ini tidak begitu baik la, pagi hingga petang tak makan hanya minum saje, boleh mati tau.. Saintis semua tipu sama i kata boleh hidup tanpa makan jika minum air, Tipu la!! Hampir mati hari ini.. Nasib makan indo mee bila sampai kat rumah.. *mengeluh*!!

Tapi, minum banyak boleh kill sama i tau. Balik ikut keretapi hari ini, tapi saya lupa nak pigi "shi-shi" ka KL Sentral, lagi i pesan Coke besar, minum minum & minum sampai tak tahan sudah.. Satu jam tahan "shi-shi" sampai KRU. Fu-le-ma-ka-tah!! Lari sampai rumah tau, 3 km lari tak henti-henti.. Tapi, nasib baik la, tak "tershi-shi" keluar, hampir tak tahan hingga nak "shi-shi" di tepi jalan, malu tau banyak kereta lalu.. Lagipun saya ni dah besar panjang!! Ini tips saya kepada anda, kalau anda tahan "shi-shi" kan, Jangan Dengar Lagu Maroon 5 - Must Get Out tau.. PANIK GILER!!

Okay la, i rasa hari ini sampai sini sahaja la.. Walaupun hari saya bukannye sangat baik, tapi kalau dapat berbual-bual dengan seseorang yang tertentu boleh ubahkan suasana panik giler tau.. Alangkah baiknye dapat fokuskan kepala otak ku hingga dapat tahan "shi-shi" i hingga sampai rumah.. Kaulah inspirasi kepala otak i untuk tidak memikirkan perkara buruk.. *ketawa kuat sampai jatuh kat lantai*

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

59 Untitled

I dun think i can put how i feel in words. Maybe i'll let you picture what i'm feeling right now. If you watched Lord Of The Rings: The Return Of The King, during the ending where Frodo part ways with Sam, i think i'm feeling the similar situation as Sam did now [i cried during that scene]. Don't think i'll ever be watching Lord Of The Rings til you come back now, coz everytime i watch it, its gonna remind me where you are now, and how hard its gonna be to see you again.

Truthfully its gonna be quiet here when you're gone. Life's gonna be so not the same without you here, though we may not know each other so well. Bah-hum-bug!!

Hmmm, don't know what to say summor. My mind is so empty right now, been empty ever since yesterday. I pretty much said what i wanted to say to you already so i guess see you in the near future kay..

What's in my mind: Ozone Layered Heart With a Hole In the Ozone!!
The pain's burning right through me..