whenever people have bad things happening to them

they tend to leave all those past experiences behind.

Well, its not a bad thing to forget the past

but to me, i think i don't regret anything i did in the past

for those of you that have known me well, or if i had told you some of my "things"

truthfully i'll say, that i don't regret anything i did

if i hadn't done all those, maybe i won't be as close to you now as last time

yet again, i may not even be talking to you if i hadn't taken my past actions.

you may think its kinda ridiculous that i said this

but yeah, i don't think we'll be where we are now if it hadn't happen.

the point is i'm happy with where i am now, with the people/person i'm close to

thanks to all those "things" that happened in the past

SO, if you want to make fun of me with my past then go ahead

cause i think it brought me closer to you, yet i still don't know you quite well though.

its a good thing that it ended up this way

cause my life would be rather dull without your fun-ness!

Happy Valentines Day

This girl right here is Shermayne, Shannon's sister's friend.

Shannon says she looks a little bit, or maybe more, i'm not exactly sure?

Anyway, she says the girl in the picture (Shermayne) looks like me.

But my sister thinks she looks like Samantha Ong.

Yeah! she actually said that.

I don't even know why she said it but, who knows?

I think my sister likes you Sam, if not she won't say your name for no reason.

So, What do you think?

Please tell me your honest opinion and don't take this opportunity just to kenakan me.

Please, oh please leave a comment on the COMMENT thingy which you can click for this post.

Cmon la, do i seriously look like her?

She's a girl wei, i can't be a girl look-alike.

This is so CREEPY~

Yesterday's concert was Awesome-ness!

no words can discribe how good they are performing on stage.

i'm not a big Switchfoot fan, or Foot-soldiers as Hwai Tah calls them.

i only know a few songs like Meant to Live, Dare you to move, Stars

but its a day i'll remember in my entire life.

how i wish i now have a digital camera la

i'll be flashing, clicking, recording my backside off when they're performing.

haih, wasted.

to those who didn't go, better luck next time.

its the one band you guys should never miss.

Anyway! people, i want pictures. Can send to me?

My phone video sucks anyway, so small..

Please??

Zoe, Sam Lim, Tammy, Petrina? Someone help me?

How i wish Coldplay would now come down to Malaysia

Singapore also can, i don't mind going there to watch.

I'm so desperate for another concert la.

Anyone wanna join me?

p.s: Who murdered Miss Tanaka is still under production. Sorry for the inconvinience.

Who murdered Miss Tanaka?

"Ahhhhhh!", someone screamed.
Soon after that, a crashed of thunder hits the stormy night sky. Everyone who heard the scream ran towards the library and they were stunned. Shockingly, Miss Tanaka, the Japanese maid which was hired by the late Mr Blake, who died of a mysterious illness yesterday, is now dead with a 2 meter pole pierced through her abdomen. How could this happen? No one knows.

As everyone began asking each other question how did she died and whether it was an accident, or she could even been murdered, a young man went into the library and started to look around. "Hmm, how did he do it? He was already here before we all came, and there wasn't even a single trace of hair on the floor. How did he do it?", he whispered to himself.

After that, he began checking the corridor and much to his amazement, he noticed something. Something that seems out of place. The stretch of corridor is brighten up by the candlelights on the walls. Since this is an old Victorian Era castle, everywhere in the castle is lighted with candles at night. Even though its poorly lit, something shinny caught the young man's attention.
It's small, metallic and packs a punch. A revolver!

to be continue:

end of pt. 1

wah-lau-eh!

so many things coming up this 6 months.

so many things to do,

so little time left, & also money.

thank God Chinese New Year's coming

can tambah duit to support my journey.

haha

Benny's back, cant wait to see him

by saying that doesn't mean i'm gay or he's gay

we just like to hang out together & talk "man" stuff

right benny?

when you want to go watch movie?

Sweeney Todd & John Rambo

both also got blood, both should be nice i guess

but i definitely wanna watch Johnny Depp!

oh man! can't wait for my exams to finish

one more paper to go, okay two actually.

tomorrow's paper is Economics, which i find it really interesting

OhMyGoodness

Switchfoot is just 5 more days away

like i promised, i'll try to get the video of it with my phone.

nasib baik Rangers Welcome Party postponed to another week.

actually, i planned with them to say "cannot" for the party next week!

i wished i was that evil but i'm not.

Oh guess what!

Rangers Mission Trip is on

Chiang Rai (Thailand) or Sarawak (Malaysia)

choose where you want to go.

based on the information i received illegally from the council

its on the month of May or June!

anyone want to go?

save money now and teman me la, i dunwan to be alone wei.

Anyway, META camp ah

aiyoyo, this one i'm not sure

clashing with advancement camp summor

erm, see how 1st la

An Drew sorry ah if i have to kencing you

but i'll try my best not to.

bila meeting?

Oh nO, got to go study now

tomorro got Econs.

i need a new shoe!

nasib baik going Singapore

can't wait to see Ms. Kimmy

gonna laugh my butts off when i see her there!

wahahhaha!

thank goodness Adrian's coming with me.

Wah! i cant bloodied wait anymore.

how long do i have to suffer to see you again.

I Damm Hate You Writer's Union of America!

why la you all must have your stupid mogok now?

can't like you all wait till you finish Heroes season 2

how long you all gonna put up your stupid fight.

Faster get done with it so i can enjoy downloading Heroes every week

however, i wanna thank you for giving Peter Petrelli a good hair cut

and can we have more of Hiro & Ando journeying around the world?

Cmon. when is Season 3 starting la?

p.s:
anyone up for John Rambo [yes, lots of man slaugthering, headshots, blood, KNIFE!] and Sweeney Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street [gosh, Johnny Depp & blood too with miz of music]

Singapore, Singapura, Kiasu-land?

who wants to go, please contact me?

date would be either 15 February - 18 February

or maybe going during the weekdays, see how 1st

so far only me and Adrian!

anyone wanna join our little get-away?

lodging is free i guess, my uncle's house, hopefully can fit.

my contact number is 012-3166384

girls lonely wanna msg me also i dun mind, as long you tell me your name.

HAHA!

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in the mean time, for the emo post

actually its just to test you all nie

see whether you all concern about me a not

mana tau no one console me, i'll kill myself with OD

so nothing's wrong with me, i'm well.

IN CONCLUSION

emo post can get people's attention!

Gosh, i dunno what to say to myself
no matter how many times i tried to tell myself
i still end up having feelings for you in my heart
how stupid can my heart be?
how dumb can my brains be to pour idiotic emotions out to you
i dunno what to say to myself
HOW CAN I BE SO STUPID>>>>
everytime i ask myself to let you go but somehow its just this moronic 0.05% thats asking me to keep you
what can i say? what can i do?
i guess i'm just to weak, whenever i see you?
seriously, i don't know what you see in him? it seriously pulls me down that i'm a lower par compared to him.
what does he have that i don't?
but who am i to judge, WHAT THE CRAP! cmon seriously, why you'd choose him and not me?
what is wrong with this world.
am i not too good for you? and there you go saying you want handsome guy and now, you have to pick him! of all people you must choose, HIM.. that useless piece of crap!
this really does pull me down, i'm not better than him? I'M BETTER LA WEI, open la your eyes!
damm! i just need someone to talk to like now. but that someone got to be someone i want.
i don't think anyone can simply come comfort me.
i hate my life. i take that back, i Hate MY LOVE life..

there, i said it. i don't feel any better!
time to study my brains out.

DILEMMAs

i damm blardie hate them!

how can someone look left and at the same time look right?

why must two things happen at the same time and the same day?

summor its two important things happening that time.

haih!

how i wish i can actually split myself up into two and go for two events.

but, Oh Well, have fun la you guys.

cause i don't want to break my promise with the PJ and USJ ppl.

so Switchfoot, here i come!

you guys better don't disappoint me kay!

anyhow, i'll be there after 12.

hopefully you crazy people havent sleep la

erm, Kwang yew, can we go mamak after i come back?

no need to sleep anymore ad. haha!

htrow gnisu ruoy sniarb ot kniht tuoba siht..

siht golb si yrorepmet elbaliavanu esuaceb eht reggolb si gnivah maxe

tahw eht kceh! stahw lla siht hsirebbig esnesnon al?

od uoy dnatsrednu tahw m'i gniyrt ot yas ha?

parc m'i gniog stun iew...

ni eht naem emit, hctaw eht oediv fo yalpdloc taht ev'i tup ni ym golb.

yrros rof eht ecneinivnocni taht ev'i desuac yak!

ahahahahahahaha!

ym txen tsop lliw eb tuoba eht trecnoc ni KLCC hcihw si Switchfoot!

ll'i eb gniyrt ot kaens emos serutcipfo eht trecnoc rof uoy elpoep ohw era etanutrofnu.

ll'i yrt ot teg eht oediv oot fi on eno sehctac em gnidorcer meht.

ahahahahaha!

yrt gnirugif tuo tahw i epyt htiw ruoy sniarb

siht lliw peek uoy ysub rof a elihw

Coldplay - See You Soon

I just wanna dedicate this song to you for reading my blog. I think this song is fit to be dedicated to you. Thanks for being there for me when i needed you most.

"In a bullet proof vest,
With the windows all closed,
I'll be doing my best,
I'll see you soon,
In a telescope lens,
And when all you want is friends,
I'll see you soon."
Coldplay

Coldplay - Trouble

O no, I see,

I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,

And I lost my head,

The thought of all the stupid things I said,

O no what's this?

A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,

I turned to run,

The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,

And I never meant to do you wrong,

And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,

O no, I never meant to do you harm.

O no I see,

A spider web and it's me in the middle,

So I twist and turn,

Here I am in love in a bubble,

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,

I never meant to do you wrong,

And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,

Although I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,

They spun a web for me,

They spun a web for me.

Sorry Lara Craft for killing you 157 times so far, and I'm only halfway through your journey. hmmm, i wonder how many times you gonna die after that and how will you die? falling from high places, killed by animals, (yup, from wolves to bears to lions, and what the heck gorillas and OhMyGosh, got T-REX) killed by trampling Centaurs that shoots lasers which will turn you into stone and whats next, piranhas? too bad but i can't help it to see you die all the time even though its kinda frustrating. its kinda fun sometimes to be able to control someone's life and do what you wanna do with them, virtually la. its not good to play with people's life! well, back to the game!

I think i'm so insanely falling in love with a girl. Her sweet soft voice melts my soft heart away. everytime i hear her sing or even talk, i cannot tahan. i will listen to every word she says and its so soothing. i love her! her looks that match a 1000 angels in heaven, her lovely hair, her soft lips, those sweet eyes, owh! words can't describe her beauty! you just take my breath away.
i love you!
Colbie Caillat.
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Benny, if you're reading this, are you free this coming thursday which is a public holiday? i wanna watch Atonement, my brother say its a super-uber cool love story. we are in love right? so can go? haha! and when la you wanna go yamcha wan? heard you call hannah all. and better come this wednesday for meeting in usj.

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Samantha Ong and Jessica Soo, the bet is officially on. i think i can win, if i cannot also i think i'll be proud of myself for trying my best to win this challenge. anyhow, atleast i din give up and i'm a man, i don't go back on my words! if only if you two lose and you have to strip naked, i think i'll be even more semangat.. HAHA!! plz ah, don't tell anyone kay, can affect the results. its between us.
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OhMyGosh! you people are so easily to be killed. train more la please, not fun la for you guys and girls to see yourself dead under my hands, all your blood spilling everywhere on the ground. but its fun to kill you all with my knife. thanks wei.

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my lineup for this 1st three months of this year:

1. white water rafting (if its postponed to February)

2. Switchfoot (will never miss it for the world, will be crazily fun!)

3. My little mis-adventures to Singapore all by myself.

4. Royal Rangers Mission Trip to Chiang Rai (if its on.)

5. META camp? maybe nie lo, if clash with mission trip then sorry wei.

Nothing beats hanging out with a group of friends who can spill out whatever they are thinking on New Year's Day. its just good to share each others opinion about the same problem that we're facing and showing concern towards that very own problem. Sam, sorry ah you weren't there when we were discussing our disappointment towards a certain topic! if not you can add some more hangat stuff in the conversation. serious stuff we talked about. Love, dating all other one roof.

Anyway, its just fun to go out and do nonsense with people who are willing to do nonsense together with you! ahHHhh.. such great joy and happiness are hard to come by these days, especially when those people who you actually hang out with are either gone to a place far far away, or they just don't have time for you!

Next time, can we not go midvalley? its kinda empty and that's sad.

dear mom,
I dunno whether if you read my blog a not but my advise is, dont! there's just so much things that i wanted to say to you but i don't think i have the brave-ness to do it. yeah! i'm a coward when it comes to say thank you or i love you in front of you.
After hearing larry's relationship with his grandmother, i came to realise how i need you so much, and all the things you did in my life. now i understand why that i'm the only one in the family that gets constant nagging, scolding, whipping, whopped ass-ing by you, not because that i bully mei-mei all the time, but to remind me how much you love me, and how vulnerable i am to the influence of the wicked and cruel world out there.
Even though you're reaching 52 in the next two months, yeah you're old, i know, but you never showed us any signs of ageing spiritually, physically no need say la. all the white hair you're covering up still people know wan ma. yet, you worked your butts off to help me get into college which i always ended up making your sacrifices in vain cause i fail my exams. i love you mom for everything you've done for me, cook for me, even just opening the door & close it straight to wake me up from my sleep.
Now, all i wanted to say is you know that i love you most in the family. you should know how much i care for you, even though you're in thick or thin, i'm always the one you find comfort in between the three even though i'm the naughtiest, dumbest and most stubborn among all. i've always wanted to say i love you in front of you, and thats what you always wish for. i dun think if you ever remembered that during my form 5 days, i wrote an essay about you to masuk competition, sadly kena rejected. teacher said it was too personal and its from my hard and she wanted me to present it in front of the whole school. OMG, thats like suicide to my image but nonetheless, it would be a great time for me to express my love to you. im so sorry for what i've done.
From next year onwards, i will try my best to decrease your rage level towards me and since you're getting older now, i should do something to reduce your household burden. if you would just teach me how to cook, iron the shirt, or maybe create a duty roster of chores for me to do, that'll be nice and hmmm, get a car for me to drive around?
Thank you mom for always being there for me, thank you for making me all emo at the last days of the year, thank you for scolding me whenever i'm wrong, whacking me whenever i bully mei-mei, thank you for everything that you have done till now for me. i heart you.

from,

weiloong

Caleb

where are you Caleb?

why do you have to go?

you could have stayed a little longer!

i'm not prepared to let you go just yet.

your "announcement" was a little to much for me to handle

it was all so fast and sudden, i cannot hold on any longer

life is so empty without you to entertain me.

i also cried when i saw you at the cinema yesterday.

haih! i just realise, when you come back i maybe away to UK liau

how to see you liddat.

you owe me wei, my christmas present pun tak ada!

i don't want your playboy cards, my mom will be-head me if she sees it.

haha! but its so cool wei.

can get me a more decent wan ah so i won't kena kill from my mom?

haih, now i must find another male best friend liau.

but girl, want to be my best friend also can, i don't mind!

the more girls the merrier right?

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Warlords

not a bad movie, got a bit of good acting

its definitely better than all the other fighting movies in Asia

well, atleast it told me a good thing.

i dunno how to tell le

the show will tell you the moral that only you can understand.

it doesn't make sense right?

yea i'm confused about what i'm saying also.

& the girl is not hot. wasted la!

if she hot actress means, my eyes would be so much more bigger.

that show got a little bit of nudity

yea! a girl flashed her boobs a short while

if you missed it then too bad, cause i didn't.

not a bad show to watch!

its bad if you sit next to Jason Raj! he keep sms-ing

lolx

erm, up next.

National Treasure 2

anyone wanna join me??

24th December 2007

7.49 pm: went to larry's house to celebrate the farewell of Yang & Caleb with the big boys and a small boy tagged along. serious stuff happening in there! had lots of fun talking old grandfather stories and big boys stories. cool barbeque-ing! kwang yew kena marah from wife summor.

25th December 2007

4.10 am: went back home from larry's house with half my head & quarter of my brains.

4.34 am: ah.. my long awaited sleep!

7.45 am: thank you Samantha Ong for waking me up from my slumber! if not, i wun be attending service also.. so tired after last night's party/farewell.

8.17 am: went for service! it was full of fun & joy in the morning! PJ, oops, mainly zoe and sam lim almost made me burst out laughing [luckily i didn't] it was a good play! erm, people can i have some of your pictures? i need a camera wei.

1.27 pm: makan in sister kim's house. the food was extremely delicious and wonderful. so heavenly done and cooked. i wish i was married to sister kim, i'll be fat for sure.

3.33 pm: sherrene fetched me back home. and i went backed to bed. i love my pillow!

6.36 pm: woke up, showered, brushed teeth and sherrene came again. thanks for the lifted.

7.13 pm: Sam's house is just so wonderful. like sam lim said, "bukit jelutong is a rich man's land". haha which is true, big house, chun-ted food. haha. i dislike playing taboo, i only can think of the hard ones and some horny ones. pL and i killed pictionary. we were unbeatable Yet.. haha! thanks Samantha Ong for the invitations and the fun. you can win pictionary next time!
- oh yeah! thanks Sam for your wonderful gift with melly. i like it very much. now my white one can have a lovely sister.. Haha!!

26th Decamber 2007

1.33 am: balik rumah tidur.

7.10 pm: watching AVP2 with Caleb, my best friend in horniness for life. gonna miss him so much. he turned me on sometimes. hahahaha!

About 4 years back, i was watching these in Singapore on Christmas and i laughed the whole night with my brother and my cousin. so why not i share it with you this Christmas! its really damm funny, psychotic, brutal and grahical but cute also..!

I present to you now: Happy Tree Friends Christmas Special.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

i hate myself!

i hate the way i am now

all complaining & not appreciating what i have

and the people around me.

i feel like stabbing myself

but its a sin if i commit suicide

so i'm just gonna keep hating me

dumb me, i hate me!

just leave me alone to my miserable self.

don't need you to console me.

this is not an emo post by the way!

don't go around saying i'm emo.

kay, i'm done scolding myself now

and i'm going to bed.

stupid sial. . . . . . . . !