i think some of you need to read this. i don't talk to you doesn't mean i don't like you or i'm giving you the "silent treatment", its just i don't want to talk to you cause i don't know what to talk about. its as simple as that.

some of you just needs a wake up call. you are not the "president" or the "prime minister", so why do i have to always come up, and start the whole conversation with you? it doesn't make any sense at all. if you want me to talk to you then come talk to me la, why must wait for me to come to you? i'm not gonna do all that unless i want to talk to you or when i feel like talking to you.

so, stop all this "i'm not talking to you" crap la. if you want a conversation, you should be the one that approaches people, not waiting for people to come to you. even though you think you're popular ke, or people like you ke, i don't care what people think about you or how they treat you like the bloody Queen of England, i'm not just that kind of person that goes to people now to start a decent conversation unless i want to talk to you.

i'm sick of being thrown at the side when i'm not needed. i'm sick of comfronting people when they want to talk. i'm sick of hearing people complaining they got no one to talk to. i'm sick of walking to people to talk to them when they're alone or sad. let me ask you this: DO YOU COME AND TALK TO ME WHEN I'M ALONE OR WHEN I'M DOWN? i don't think you do, maybe SOME, but not all.

i think i deserve more than what i'm receiving and treated as well.
some people are just taking me for granted.
i'm not a clown or a jester that makes you happy all the time, what about me? have you all thought how i feel at all? you people don't know how i feel. so stop telling me i'm not talking to you. good la, atleast now you know how i feel.

I WANT TO:

watch Maroon 5 in Singapore

buy the iPhone Jeremy's boss is selling

sell of my current phone to buy the iPhone

stay in Singapore

fly to Australia to visit my cousin Geraldine

go to Bali for my holidays

do so many things just that i don't have the money

HAIH!

i love Singapore.

i miss my cousin Geraldine very much

hope to see her again soon.

she's my cousin which i love most.

coz among all my cousins, she's the prettiest of all.

thank you for bringing me around and belanja-ing me food.

crap! i don't have your msn.

hopefully she'll come to Malaysia again, even though she can get everything there

BUT, she misses bah kut teh.

OhMyGosh! i didn't know she could eat so much.

Sam, i think she can challange you eating one on one.

KimFay, erm i think she's doing okay?

if you're reading this, sorry ah, i couldn't cover for you any longer.

and i got a hug, how sweet.

Sorry Fiona, i didn't know you want to give her one.

Singapore, Singapore!

lets go there once more.

E u g e n e
is
in
SINGAPORE
for
4
days.
Not
gonna
miss
all
of
you,
BUT
some.
See
you
all
next
week.

whenever people have bad things happening to them

they tend to leave all those past experiences behind.

Well, its not a bad thing to forget the past

but to me, i think i don't regret anything i did in the past

for those of you that have known me well, or if i had told you some of my "things"

truthfully i'll say, that i don't regret anything i did

if i hadn't done all those, maybe i won't be as close to you now as last time

yet again, i may not even be talking to you if i hadn't taken my past actions.

you may think its kinda ridiculous that i said this

but yeah, i don't think we'll be where we are now if it hadn't happen.

the point is i'm happy with where i am now, with the people/person i'm close to

thanks to all those "things" that happened in the past

SO, if you want to make fun of me with my past then go ahead

cause i think it brought me closer to you, yet i still don't know you quite well though.

its a good thing that it ended up this way

cause my life would be rather dull without your fun-ness!

Happy Valentines Day

This girl right here is Shermayne, Shannon's sister's friend.

Shannon says she looks a little bit, or maybe more, i'm not exactly sure?

Anyway, she says the girl in the picture (Shermayne) looks like me.

But my sister thinks she looks like Samantha Ong.

Yeah! she actually said that.

I don't even know why she said it but, who knows?

I think my sister likes you Sam, if not she won't say your name for no reason.

So, What do you think?

Please tell me your honest opinion and don't take this opportunity just to kenakan me.

Please, oh please leave a comment on the COMMENT thingy which you can click for this post.

Cmon la, do i seriously look like her?

She's a girl wei, i can't be a girl look-alike.

This is so CREEPY~

Yesterday's concert was Awesome-ness!

no words can discribe how good they are performing on stage.

i'm not a big Switchfoot fan, or Foot-soldiers as Hwai Tah calls them.

i only know a few songs like Meant to Live, Dare you to move, Stars

but its a day i'll remember in my entire life.

how i wish i now have a digital camera la

i'll be flashing, clicking, recording my backside off when they're performing.

haih, wasted.

to those who didn't go, better luck next time.

its the one band you guys should never miss.

Anyway! people, i want pictures. Can send to me?

My phone video sucks anyway, so small..

Please??

Zoe, Sam Lim, Tammy, Petrina? Someone help me?

How i wish Coldplay would now come down to Malaysia

Singapore also can, i don't mind going there to watch.

I'm so desperate for another concert la.

Anyone wanna join me?

p.s: Who murdered Miss Tanaka is still under production. Sorry for the inconvinience.