i should have realised this when i 1st watched Narnia a few years back. Even though its a book, especially a children/teenager's story book, i find that it's filled with violence and some bad moral in its story. I mean, yes, C.S Lewis is a Christian writer, yes, all his Narnia books is somehow incorporated with biblical themes, yes, its a story about good vs evil, light against darkness but to tell a story about children, kids, having to take someone else's life, come on LaH! i think that's a bit twisted and contradicting to all we believe in.

It is not easy for someone to take another person's life. Even grown ups, cops who fight crimes everday, soldiers, FBI, CIA, all of them have a moral dilemma when they defiled other's body with a bullet or even slicing & dicing people into chucks of meat. If it is hard enough for them then how would it feel for a kid to take one's life? To watch Narnia and to see pre-high schoolers mince their enemies without remorse and having 2nd thoughts, is SICK. And come to think of it, the movie is rated U while other less tormented movies are rated 18-SG. Bodoh betul.

i watched Transformers 5 times and each time in a different cinema with a different groups of people. i still can't forget the awesome-ness of the transforming part.
i watched Lord Of The Rings : Fellowship Of The Ring, The Two Towers and The Return Of The King as many times that i even loss count the number of times I've watched it & practically i can remember the lines that are bound to come out in every scene of the story.
i watched Star Wars 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 & 6 at the minimum of 10 times already and i am still mesmerised with the light saber fights and the blowing up of model planes in space.
i watched Jurassic Park & The Lost World altogether about 8 times and the Tyrannosaurus Rex is still the most ferocious creature to roam the earth but the Velociraptors are the most cunning, smartest, and intelligent dinosaurs til date.
how could i forget about Pirates Of The Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl, Dead Man's Chest & At World's End. Johnny Depp absolutely adore him and who doesn't want to be a pirate? if one doesn't want to be a pirate, one would not have download files illegally thru the internet.
the X-Men trilogies, the Matrix Trilogies, The Fast & Furious Trilogies, Kill Bill Vol. 1 & 2, the Godfathers Trilogies, Back To The Future Trilogies, V for Vendetta, and many more. how many times do you think i've watched them all?
so tell me now, how many times do you think i'm gonna watch Indiana Jones and The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull for i've definitely watched Indiana Jones and The Raiders of The Lost Ark, Indiana Jones and The Temple Of Doom & Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade around 12 times now. Till now, i'm still amaze by the archaeological findings and the superb whip of his.

setting up my phone alarm to ring at 2.30

but had myself waking up at 2.14

to see my brother gone & the house so dark

full of eerieness, evil, and negative energy in the air.

the only light available is my computer monitor,

suddenly, a blinking orange light appeared on my toolbar

Joseph gave me a goodluck message and went off AND

*te ne ne ne te ne ne ne ne* [nokia ringtone]

"Ah..now? Sorry man. I keep on sleeping off. i think just watch at home la."

by Larry.

and just when i opened ESPN Soccernet, Ronaldo scored.

BIRDY POOP! COW-y POOP! DOGGIE POOP!

taking a super quick shower to keep me fresh, fasting on my shoes,

i ran to Asoka in Bukit Tinggi at 3.20 like a mad-man

and halfway thru passing by Kayu, Lampard equalises on the half time.

WOOHOO HOORAY! GAME ON MY HOMMIES

once i reached Asoka, my leg cramped & busted but i manage to hunt my brother.

Once 2nd half started, the Blues kept on pressing.

but the Devils must be jampi-ing their goalposts throughout the entire night.

lucky Devils. i wonder where you guys hide your jampi-s

I personally enticipated that Ronaldo will miss the penalty

but to see JT kicking like Beckham, he's the next to be with him in MLS.

haih what a night. stupid night.

stupid ref, stupid field, everything in MosCow is just stupid now.

Pink Martini - Hey Eugene

This is Mr Jim Bob Duggar's family from Arkansas, America.

ATTENTION TO ALL MALE SPECIES WHO READS MY BLOG.

Hear ye~ Hear Ye~~

this bugger is the sifu of all sifu-s regarding reproduction.

look what he has accomplished this past 40-50 years of his life.

18 children and they might still be going for it.

he has more guns and ammunition then the American military has.

talk about safety 1st.

this guy is the master of all lock pickers as no rubber can hold his might.

we all always lie to ourselves claiming that we will spawn a soccer team.

but end up, its always been shot down by our own "low stamina"

cmon MEN, regardless of your age we must not let our guards down.

we must not let our hopes and dreams be diminished by our incapabilities

we must stand up, arise, cheer for those who are broken in sorrows

that their dreams can be fulfilled someday.

it is not the end of days yet, the end comes when we are finally impotent

okay impotent is a taboo. out of ammunition is a better word.

let us all make this world a happy place

and that we all can come together, in unity, in families

challenge each other in football with all our sons and daughters with us

and have our own Premier League in Grace Klang with Division 1 & 2

let us all have a chance to cheer at our own flesh and blood

seeing them unite in bringing down other families

and at the same time, forge a bond between every family around us.

sleep

i need sleep so badly

and i need it a lot.

been having sleepless nights lately

lately as in this whole week i've been sleeping at 4

waking up between 9 - 10 am.

all i can do at night when i can't sleep is:

hearing my brother snoring or listen to owls hooting

sometimes it gets worst when strong winds are blowing

the trees will go rustling non stop and the doors will keep on banging

oh and when the night turns even darker,

thats the time where you just shut your eyes

mumble words that is almost audible to hear even by yourself

pray, pray that all these will just go away

but before i've even say Amen, i realized that i'm awake in the morning.

someone asked me on sunday whether she was nice to hug.

yeah, she is. most definitely and its nice to hug her.

i'd wish she gives me a hug everytime she sees me.

if anyone would have asked me how i felt last time

or asked if i have something troubling me.

i would have broke down in tears

sometimes i do wonder if there's anyone who cares about me,

who is willing to be caring and ask whats troubling me and stuff like that.

i do wish sometimes that i'm not invinsible, or like a rock that fell to the ground where no one would notice.

is Ps. Gurmit talking about me today?

physically not. but deep within me, i feel like i'm in his friend's shoe.

i do feel my world is empty. and it is raining inside my soul

how'd wished this rain would stop.

now,i'm just too tired to think of all these.