quote of the day: if you're sad, just say you're sad

aaAAHAhhaHHH. damn bored.
please God, intervene the Goldbar retreat. Hopefully it doesn't clashes with exam.
I wanna go jalan-jalan, watch movie also can but it better be a nice movie to watch.
i found a funny, hilarious, dumb, stupid or whatever you wanna call it, movie to watch:
"Monty Python and The Holy Grail", a classic movie but worth watching.
you can laugh your butts off watching it. i guarantee you.
its all planned if i can go for retreat. stupid exams!
oh well, the saddest month of the year is just a doorstep away.
can't believe one year just gone by. I remembered the April Fool's prank we did.
damn cool, dumb, funny, stupid. thanks for all your kind heart to believe our "fight".
HhahahahhaHAHHAHAhahahhahahAhaHaha..
good job pL. thanks to our brilliant brain and uncomparable partnership, we did it.
Argh, i'm getting older. But somehow, people still think i'm 16.
its not something to be proud of but its fun to just play along and laugh about it.
me? the same age as Samantha and her peers. Who would actually believe all this?
haih, 19 going 20.

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Going to a funeral is the hardest thing to do. especially when it revolves someone you knew when you're young, a person you're kinda close with, a father figure and a lovely person. My friend's dad just passed away, so it saddens me to hear it. Someone who really talked to me, never failed to ask me how am i doing whenever he sees me, always smiling and easy to talk to. Upon this i realise two things:

Life is too short and too precious to be left in waste. We don't know when and how are we going to die, so let us just don't assume that we are going to live a 100 years and that God will grant us a 100 years in earth so that we can "hoo-hah" our butts off unless you're really dedicated to the Great Commission, maybe you can ask God to prolong your days on earth. But let me tell you, don't think you're good doesn't mean God can't take your life away. When time is up, its up and we will never know when is our time coming. Only God which controls the time, will tell.

The other thing would be: No one can ever stop a guy doing what they do best, which is engaging in sports if they are into it. Take example dexter, after breaking his leg, now playing football just after 2 months or more, Andrew, kicking and screaming after few months of surgery, never learn their lesson. Basically, no one can rob a guy from their love of sports regardless you're their wife, broken bones or body, sickness or any other unmentioned ways. Guys will be guys, stubborn as crap!

i feel like stucking a knife into my head

or better still, stucking a knife right into my chest.

i wish i had a gun

i could easily just blow my brain into pieces

or just shatter my stupid heart into a million bits.

why do i feel so powerless?

why am i so envious?

jealousy is the darkest, deepest pit

why do i always see myself falling into it,

pull myself out, but fall back in again.

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well its that time of the year again.

i wish that day would go by without me noticing.

its just a day which i cant forget even if i want to forget it.

some day!

~sigh~

call me a pedophile but i can't help myself to love Dakota Fanning in this amazing video.

dress in red like Little Red Riding Hood, who won't fall in love with her.

so sweet and innocent, hopefully she don't crossover to the dark side!

ah! what a mesmerising girl she is. so cute! i wish i could pinch her cheeks.

what a sweet child. aaawwWW! how to not dislike her.

absolutely love her last smile. so Sweet!

i wish i have a daughter like her. and i'll keep wishing.

well, besides her, great video of Rufus Wainwright, great voice.

sorry girls, but he's gay! and he got raped when he was younger.

why is everywhere full of dramas & politics? can we just leave all those differences behind and try to build a more wonderful place to be in? can't we just compromise with one another instead of breaking up or leaving or fight? if this is indeed the situation we're heading to, then, it is no wonder the places we are are always tainted. it is no wonder why story writers always writes about adults being foul and dirty and mean and everything else.

i wish i can live in a peaceful world, hormonious, prosper and free. but that dream seems to be wandering off. no matter how much i tried to reach it, it keeps drifting away "like a messaged bottle in the middle of the ocean". well, who are we to blame? i'd say adults are the ones that's causing all these. they teached us all the good moral values, how not to fight, compromise with one another and yet they are the ones that are not setting the good examples for the younger ones.

it saddens me to see how things around me are changing into.

now i know why some children hate to grow up. its because they are the ones who are putting on several masks to hide their true, ugly & dirty nature.
to everyone: let us not grow up becoming who we hate, but grow up to be who we are today and tomorrow.

On Friday night, when we "ponteng-ed" cell to watch Colbie Caillat perform at the Curve [gosh, it was uber cool and soaking wet]. On the way back, PAMELA suddenly came up with a rather peculiar and mood changing sentence. It goes something like this, "i always like to ask engaged couples whether they can have sex after they engaged and haven't do the whole ceremony thing?"Yeah! that was from Pamela's mouth and believe me, it was way awkward and there's a moment where my brains went blank thinking what to say.

But i was kinda proud giving her the answers that came into my mind. Having Ps John around can sometimes come out with brilliant answers at weird, awkward, peculiar situations. So i told her, "I don't think they can have sex yet since they're not married yet. Hmmm, lets put it this way. If we got L license, doesn't mean we can go zooming around with the car anywhere right cause we're not legal yet, we only got license to Learn how to drive. So therefore, if they're engaged, that doesn't mean they can do hanky-panky stuff ma, they only got the license to get married but no legally married."

Haha, i can't believe the words that came out from my mouth.

"Oompa-Loompas, Snozzberries, Hopscotchy, Gloriumptious, Luminous Lollies"
These are the few example of words Roald Dahl created along with his line of famous children storybooks from Fantastic Mr Fox, a story of Mr Fox outsmarting 3 hunters, Matilda, a girl genius who uses every single brain cells in her head to plot revenge against adults, The BFG, a humble giant with his little companion, Sophie, blowing dreams into people's head and stopping giants from munching human "beans" and my all time favourite, Charlie & The Chocolate Factory which needs no introduction.

I was introduced to Mr Roald Dahl's work when i was 10, and the first book i read was The Magic Finger. A story about a girl who has magical powers, decided to turn her cruel neighbours into ducks so that they'll taste their own medicine of hurting ducks. Well, its a story for my Choral Speaking Competition at that time, and amazingly we got 3rd with that story. And soon after that, i blast off with all his work and now, I've read it all.

All children should read Roald Dahl's book. Though it may be filled with dark humour and scary at times, in some of his stories but it'll give them their wicked, wildest, and most wonderful imagination through his story-telling. Who wouldn't ever dream of a Chocolate Waterfall, or taste the most delicious chocolates in the world, or running of with some giant and catching dreams, or even possess telekinesis and can move things with my mind? Come on, its every little child's dream to do all those or experience all this sort of things.

I'd just want to say a million thanks to Mr Roald Dahl for providing me an imagination beyond anything out of this world and for the wonderful stories you've wirtten to keep this world beautiful through your work, even though the world may not be as pretty as before. I pity those who did not read any of his work. You're missing one of the best thing in Life.

woohoo!

finally got the chance to see this bubbly, Jennifer Aniston - Michelle Branch look-alike live at Laundry @ the Curve this Friday night.

who am i talking about you say?

well its none other than the >>>>>>> Colbie Caiilat.

*running,jumping, hopping around like a mad person screaming on top of his lungs*

thank you kakak Pamela for calling me to join you and winning the tickets with your charm.

OhMyGosh, can't wait for Friday to come.

i'm gonna start dreaming about her now, till she's flying off from Malaysia.

weehhee!! what a way to end an emotionless streak i'm having.

~~ this is so drop-dead fun ~~

i feel so emotionally numb
it's like my emotions are being flushed away.
no emotions at all, just . . . . . . . . . . . . . . all the time!
happy, sad, laughter, tears all gone.

oh where has all my feelings gone too?

i feel that something's wrong with my surroundings.
the people around me, the environment.
something's not right and it seems out of place.

it feels like i'm being avoided for utterly no reason.

did i do anything wrong or hurt anyone's feelings?

i need a good laugh. seriously! or my head's gonna go "pop! cuckoo!"

i need to kill someone with my own hands. i need to knife people.

On board the Black Pearl, when Jack was captured by Sao Feng and Sao Feng named Will Captain of the Black Pearl, Jack said:
"He needs the Pearl, Captain Turner needs the Pearl. And you felt guilty(looking at Elizabeth). And you and your Brethen Court(refering to Captain Barbrossa). Did no one come to save me just because they missed me?"

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End

i'm just feeling what Jack is feeling right now.
i love watching Pirates of the Caribbean.

Juno

best, very good movie, funny dialogue.

can't believe teenage pregnancy could be made into a big joke.

unbelievably good acting from Oscar nominated Allen Page

no wonder this movie got heaps of praise from movie reviewers worldwide

Michael Cera, always loved his "blur-face" acting.

funny guy, watched him since Arrested Development.

erm, if anyone want to watch Juno, go download it.

i don't think its gonna be shown in Malaysia, stupid censorship board.

haha, Juno.. love it!