i feel so emotionally numb
it's like my emotions are being flushed away.
no emotions at all, just . . . . . . . . . . . . . . all the time!
happy, sad, laughter, tears all gone.

oh where has all my feelings gone too?

i feel that something's wrong with my surroundings.
the people around me, the environment.
something's not right and it seems out of place.

it feels like i'm being avoided for utterly no reason.

did i do anything wrong or hurt anyone's feelings?

i need a good laugh. seriously! or my head's gonna go "pop! cuckoo!"

i need to kill someone with my own hands. i need to knife people.