38 Regret Of The Week..

I regretted that I posted an emo post and instead of

ppl asking whats wrong with me, they laugh at my post..

I shall never post any emo stuff ever again,

thus also showing my emo-ness to ppl..

37 *toot* You ppl, I dun Need friends like You!!

HMPH, you ppl thinks its funny when someone like me spill out their thoughts & feelings huh?? So My SORROWS & SADNESS is your JOY & HAPINESS la.. You saying ppl like me don't deserve to be emo over something they care most la!! You got NO RIGHT to laugh at me like as though i have a heart of stone.. Ppl like you dun deserve to be called friends, especially mine.. Its not funny when someone cries when they lose something they loved or care most, its NOT like you ppl don't have something you care!!

ENOUGH SAID, I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO PPL WHO LAUGH AT ME, MAKE FUN ABOUT HOW WEILOONG CAN CRY OVER SUCH SMALL THINGS, I DON'T EVEN WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE.. DON'T VISIT THIS BLOG IF YOU COULDN'T CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS..

36 May The LORD Bless Your Synthetic-Wooly Soul

Dear Blanket,

I've known you for 10 years now and I've never regreted a single day or night without you as my company. Made from Ah Ma's own two hands, sew into perfection with Love and care, given to me with hopes and dreams, you have comforted my deeper self whenever something goes wrong with my life. You are always there to hear every single words I have to say, every single complains, every single tears I shed at night, every single prayer I made & every single secrets I've told, you've heard it all. Even though you may not say a single word, but your presence there had always been felt by me.

I remembered when i was 5, I was worried sick when i forgotten to bring you to Singapore with me. For one week I was sad, crying like a baby, wondering how lonely you'll be at home, silent and quiet, thinking what would happened if someone else entered the house, kidnapped you. For one week, i had no mood to eat, to laugh, to talk cause I miss you lots. And when I was back, i was glad you were still there, the same position i left you. And from that day onwards, i promise not to leave you a lone again.

A few years passed, we grew closer & closer, never separated for every single holiday we went, you've seen much of the world with me. But one day, an accident happened. My heart was torn to pieces when I found out that KoKo and MeiMei had murdered you. You were torn to half, and so was my heart. I cried for weeks cause of you. You made me worried sick again, what would I do without you by my side anymore. Who could replace you in my heart, with me on the bed, all the things that I've told you, who can I share it with?? All these thoughts played in my mind and it made me weak. In the emergency room for a week, you're alive!! Ah Ma made you whole again, fusing your body with another, you're not the same anymore. I should have treated you care, after all these years, now I've know.

When I've turned 15, I brought you a new friend, its none other then pillow. You two were like my bestest friends I could ever have!! With pillow with you, you were never bored anymore at home whenever I left the house. Somehow, time have passed by quickly and you were getting old. You were worn out and torn a little. Mommy says I need to let you go, reluctantly I did.. Its sad to depart with you after all these years, I couldn't hold back my tears when I really did let go. I don't think its fair for me to hold you back but, when its time to let go, its really the time. I'm sorry for all the damage I've caused. Goodbye my Love!!

Still I wanna thank you for all the loving memories that you have given me, the memories I have shared with you, and I thank you, for giving birth to a wonderful girl, and I promise you, that I will take good care of her, with all my heart, my life & my soul. I know you've been watching me, taking care of me from afar. Thank You.

With Love,

weiloong

35

I've Been "Touched" By Ppl, I Feel So Traumatize!!

I NEED A HUG!!

CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME ONE??

34 My Body Aches, And I've Been Molested By Two Gals!! Police.........

Yea, basically my body hurts, my leg hurts, as well as my butt.. Dunno what I'll do if I don't have a butt.. I dunwan to think about it..

Yea and i've been molested by two gals, they said i have "man boobs" and they whack me 3 times.. Pain like Pain la basically!! They are none other then Su Ling & Samantha Ong.. Gals taking advantage of guys, whats wrong with this world la.. Aint it suppose to be the other way round, me touching them?? HAIH!! Plz show me some sympathy here, i've been "touched"..

33 What A Sad Bunch Of Ppl...!!

Are you feeling lonely??

Do you have a group where you belong into??

Lacking friends to talk to you whenever you're sad??

Are you envious of groups like JADJADJUMS and other related parties??

Do you think you're being left behind??

Well if you think you are, then JOIN US NOW!!

The NoGroupGroup is the place where you belong.. With fun-filled activities set up for you every week, it'll make your loneliness go away with just a snap of your fingers!!

Thinking about joining?? You'll just have to agree with these 3 simple rules:

1. You don't have a group/party that you belong to now

2. You must be weird

3. You must be lame

NOW JOIN US!! EVERYONE IS WELCOME BUT WE SHALL SCREEN YOU 1st FOR SAFETY MEASURES..... Plz contact me if you wanna join...

32 Makes Me Wonder

I will Get My Maroon 5 Latest Album this Week.. I don't Care hoW I'm gettinG it but I am, Even iF it means that I Have tO Fight My Way thru the Ppl in Tower Records, i won't mind.. Coz its Just so worth it tO hEar Adam Levine's Voice all over agaiN.. Woohoo!! Maroon 5, Here I Come Ba-Beh!!

Community Message: Please don't support piracy unless if the album/movie is not worth buying/watching in the cinema..

31 Its been A Shit-ty Week For Me, & hopefully Next Won't be That Bad...

This had been a really crappy and shit-ty week for me, everything i'd plan out, everything i thought of doing had just gone from okay to OhMyGosh.. This is just not working out fine for me, i like to plan my days done from 6am-12am [which is my daily cycle now since i'm back in college] and all the things i do or planned on doing just went hay-wire all the time.. Stupid Crappy week.. let me sum it up for you:

Monday: Woke up from bed, had a feeling its gonna be a bad day. Go college and got caught dozing off in class. Its not that bad till my lecturer asked me to answer a question which i don't know. Nvm, after that, my lecturer told me that every lecturer is gonna take my attendence during classes & lectures coz of some dumb rumors. And now, i cannot ponteng anymore..

Tuesday: Woke up, went swimming in the morning, felt hungry, thought of having bah-kut-teh at the stall under the bridge but they didn't open that day. [btw, i went toilet to shit 3 times but no shit came out].. After college, wait for the bus to klang at pasar seni, waited for 1 freakin' hour still no bus.. End up, reach klang at 8..

Wednesday: How bad today can be?? Really Bad I say.. Lost my bus & train ticket and I have to use extra money to pay for my transportation fare back home to klang.. Luckily my mom didn't work that day so I don't have to walk back home from Teluk Gadong KTM.. Balik sleep my day off till 8..

Thursday: Came back early from college and took a bus back to my place.. I ask the bus driver whether got pass by Bayu a not he say yes! End up he drove to Klang Jaya and I have to walk back home from Bukit Tinggi.. STUPID KLANG BUSES.. And to top that, Steffi told me no more place for me to go to Seremban.. That means no more beef noodles..

Friday: Haih, lost so much expectations for this week so I didn't expect much to happen. Went and ask for a change of timetable, the office told me "Sorry ah, all the place are fully taken by other courses". As expected la.. Bila wanna go back nie, KL Hujan.. I got wet all over, its like the sky laughing at me it seems during that time..

Haih dunno what to say ad la.. If u can top my worse week, i shall sit nextt o you and say "Congratulations, I can't beat Your Worse Week. Lets just get crappy & whine our week together kay"!!

30 This Is What I'm Feeling Right Now....

29 Calvin & Hobbes [8th Wonders Of The New World]

Miss Wormwood: Calvin Pay Attention!! We're studying GEOGRAPHY. Now what state do you live in?? Calvin: Denial.... Miss Wormwood: Sign, I don't suppose I can argue with that.

I particularly love this strip, Calvin daydreams in school and gets off with punishment.. How many of us can escape from punishment in school. We would be in the principle's office if we were caught daydreaming!! haih.. School days.

I simply just adore him, wish i had his imaginative powers, intellectual abilities that is not of this world and a Best Friend that is fuzzy & furry to hug and share whatever is in my mind.. I used to have an imaginative friend but now he's gone.. Its a cruel world to live in my friends, especially when you're living it alone..

Wei Sze i miss you!! Can you please come back home atleast one week once, I promise to "not" bully you & take care of you better.. If you want i can belanja you baskin!! Come Back, I miss your company... & Noise!!

28 I Dig My Toes Into The Sand..

I want to sink my little toes into the soft golden sands in Malaysia.. Missed the opportunity once to go to Perhentian with Ah Boy and he's friends [more like dotA kaki's] and now, its been one year already since the day I went Langkawi with them and I want Sand!!

Now my hope relies on Miss Steffi Teo Sue An and the Sunday School of Grace Klang, I'm still praying for a miracle to happen, as in like someone pulled out last minute due to some unforseen reasons (sorry ah, i'm not cursing you). I don't mind if its Port Dickson or some low class beach but atleast it has a Beautiful, Gorgeous, Slim, eh wait.. thats for girls but oh Wat the Heck!! As long there's a beach and nice ocean waves i'm happy with it, though it may not be as beautiful as Langkawi or Redang!!

Plz Steffi Teo Sue An, plz tell me there is ACTUALLY place left in this trip!! I want sand... Feel like crying to beg you to let me come, but I won't, I'm a man!! If you let me come, i pormise to treat u better kay...

27 This Is Just A Random Answer...

Have you ever thought that why people dislike sleeping on double decker beds?? Hmmm, I have thought about it a long time and I finally know why.

Firstly, the person sleeping on the bottom is afraid that the person sleeping on top KENTUTs when he/she sleeps, or sometimes maybe even KENCING in the night. Imagine the "yellow water" dripping on your face!! Eww..

Secondly, the person sleeping on the top is freak out whenever the person sleeping below tries imagining where's the position of the person sleeping on top's BUTT. If its the same gender you're sleeping with, sure you'll get traumatize when there's a GAY/LESBIAN sleeping below you..

Lastly, people just dislike sleeping on double decker beds cause they hate sharing their sleeping position with another people?? Who knows..

So do you like sleeping on double decker beds?? If you do, Which side you choose to sleep on?? The Top or The Bottom?? Choose Well Kay Coz It Reflects What You Wanna Do To The Other Person!! ahha..

26 This Is No Ordinary Random Post...

Klang, Sunday-Woke up in the morning, stomach pain but cannot pangsai. Go swimming & after that, end up also didn't pangsai. To make it worse, went Bah Kut Teh with my mom, fill my stomach up with more junk summor but still, No Pangsai. When Pyramid, bought Starbucks [mocha fruppacino] to help my digestion, but still cannot pangsai.. After Hillsong (btw, its great), makan curry fish in Asia Cafe, finally a breathe of air, i farted!! Come back home also didn't pangsai. Sat in jamban for 10 minutes still no Pangsai..

Something must be wrong with me today, its as if someone put a cork into my butt!! Shit also cannot come out, fart also so hard to come out. One day don't Pangsai very "samfu" la.. This is not one of the day my shit shouldn't come out la.. Of All Day, Why Sunday??

I need help, any Pangsai Expert care to tell me how I can go back Pangsai-ing again??

25 Rain Drops Falling on My Head...

Rain - condense water in the sky that forms droplets of water that falls onto the earth. When you were young, most probably your friends told you it was saliva from heaven, and it makes you think why God is spitting on us!! Well thats what I use to think

Rain, I just simply love rain. Who doesn't?? When it rains, its the best time to go back to bed as the weather becomes cold. When it rains, you can use it as an excuse to skip whatever work you're ask to do but to me, when it rains, i just love to step outside and feel the touch of countless drops of water run through my face down towards deep within my inner self.

Rain, I use to play under them until one day I was force by my parents to walk back home myself as my clothes are all muddy and muddy!! Sad ain't it, but it was fun though. All the memories I have under It were one of my fondest ever in my life that I will treasure through out my days on this planet...

Rain, when it falls on earth again, I wish there's someone next to me sharing the same experience that I always have, and yeah hope he/she don't bring an umbrella along with him/her cause it'll just spoil the mood.. Anyone care to stand next to me when it rains??

24 Hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year and I have not regreted anything until yesterday!!

to this person I writing it to:
I dunno whats wrong with me the other night, but I am trully sorry for saying "the word" that I didn't mean to use, I was acting out of rage, you're were there, in my phone and all i cant think of is to unleash my anger on you... I'm so sorry for messing it up, thinking that it's all your fault when it is mine all the time.. I dun mean to use harsh words on you & I know how much it hurts you the most, hearing it from someone you trust..

I dunno how to make it up to you, i am ashamed for what i've said to you.. Since I hurt you now, why dun I be your Genie and I will grant you three wishes of your choice!! Anything will do, if it can be done la.. So how about it?? You can do it on your special day if you like!!

yours sincerely,
weiloong

23 Is this some kind of test you people are preparing coz i dun think i wanna do it again!!

Royal Rangers 25th Anniversary camp is one tiring camp i have ever involve myself in!! even helping out in GY Camp 2006 as banker/GY News Crew/Games also not so kau but this, its just too much for me to handle!! [is this some kind of test Kwang Yew is giving me to test my abilities or strenght, stamina or whatever he is looking] I also dunno wat to do la, all i now i did great, i gave my best, though i din enjoy much but nevetheless its still a great experience..

Thank you ppl who have help me a lot through out this whole camp, staying wit me till late night doing all the work for the camp, correction, more like staying for you all coz i need transport back and all.. AHAHHAHA!!

Deepest thanks to Larry, Don, Ivan, Yang, Steffi, Su Ling, Carol, Bhawani (maaf taktau spell), Kenneth and others who I din mention..

Thnks fr th Mmrs!!

Sorry for not posting anything, damm malas to blog anymore, dun have the heart to do it since pL left me.... Ish!!