I wanna learn sejarah

Im in the mood of studying Sejarah at the moment.

I think its kinda like a sudden urge but i dun think it is.

Anyone have any cool historical books for me to pinjam??

American History ke, World History ke but not Malay/Islam History kay.

No offense, but i'm sick of it. Cannot tahan all the khalifah crap..

Thank You!

I HEART THOU..

LOST

wuuh!!
I cant believe i finished watching Lost season 3 more like in one day, yeah, non-stop after rangers till 5 Monday morning. Least the season is better than season 2, overall its good but thats not the point. The ending is what keeps me thinking.

So here's the case:
1st, we see Jack accidentally viewed Kate and Sawyer sleeping together in the cage before he decided operating Ben [formally known as Henry Gale in season 2]. Then at the operating room, he "held" Ben hostage till he frees Kate & Sawyer and thus asking Kate not to come back. In the end of the season, Jack told Kate not to come back coz he loves her and wish Kate and Sawyer to be happy together and in other words, Jack hopes that Kate will live happily with Sawyer, and by this means sacrificing his own happiness for them.

So here's the Question:
Would you give up your own happiness to see the person/people you love, love someone else by letting them chase their own happiness??

Therefore, my thought would be:
Lets take Jack for example, i think he's unselfish. He let Kate go with Sawyer when he could easily just save her and let them, The Others take Sawyer out of the picture, but he didnt. He let them escape and hope they'd be happy together.
Well, i can say that no matter how unselfish we are,we will always end up getting hurt. To see someone else happy doesnt mean that we will be happy. Disappointment, anger, envy, jealousy all this will appear in your heart and no matter how hard we try to forget, you cant just somehow let it go. However strong you think you might be, a cut in the heart will always leave a scar behind and its deeper and more painful then a cut on flesh and a wound that deep would not be easily heal.
Thus, i can conclude that no matter who we are, how we behave, what actions we take, giving up and letting go is always our choice but in the process, we would definitely hurt ourselves even though we decide to let it go or not.
Then again, if you say that dont get involved in anything will keep you from any tears and scars, my answer would be, No. The wound of living this world alone is greater than any wound you have felt before. Loneliness is the deepest wound anyone can ever have in their hearts. No one should live in this world alone. Trust me, seeing your friends with another, them having happy moments together, sharing each others joy & pain, the time they shared, it'll definitely hurt you really bad and the thoughts of having someone yourself will appear no matter how hard you try to block it off because seeing another person's joy, you will for sure want to experience the same kind of feeling that your friends have.

So the Real Question here is:

Live Together, Die Alone??

Wah, i almost Kencing on my pants!

okay i just done watching 1408 and it kinda freak the shit out of my pants. erm 1408 is a horror movie acted by john cusack [remember the guy acted in runaway jury??] and, basically the movie is about him wanting to see his dead daughter. its not really a nice & decent horror movie but it has its moments. i think its okay to watch, i'll give it a 3 ½ / 5 or C+ if you want it in grades or 6/10 if u dont understand half.. haha!

im not gonna watch a horror movie by myself ever again la. if i ever wanna watch it, i'll call whoever who is willing to teman me, so keep your phones open if i ever need to call you.. i hate all this freaky moments especially when im the only one who's feeling it.. Crap!

hmmm, guess i wun be sleeping soundly tonight anymore. so if you see me online still like at 3 or 4, most probably im still awake so message me if you wan. stupid dumb feelings!
oh and thank you sam for borrowing me your Lost season 3, really helps me get my mind of things..

"Project September" is finally Terminated

*screams in delight*
~running around half naked in the room~
Jumping up and down on the bed that was broken a night before.

Hey Oh!! Come Laugh with me wo...
Goodbye 5 hours of sleep a day and welcome back 10 hours of darkness. OKay everything on top is defintely not true except the half naked part which is what i always am at home. YOu may have heard about my "Great Battle of September" or also known now as "Project September" but whatever it is, ITS ALL DONE..

1stly, i wanna thank God for giving me strenght to lift my eyes opened the entire week [i almost fell asleep thinking of an answer during my exam. Serious tau] and the wisdom, energy, courage [yes we need courage, courage to pen down the answer we do or do not think is the correct answer. HAHA] and everything and anything you have done in my life.

Next, definitely i wanna thank myself [Yes, you la! Oh me ah.. REally?] to thank for my brain, my heart, bones, eyes, Aiyah every single cell in my body for puting up a great fight against sleep, tiredness, hunger, thirst and hmmm, slight graphical images, and i dunno what else liau.. haha!! Thank you my sweet, sexy, lovable, not so perfect, slightly sideways, not muscular, kinda fit and last but not least orange + brown + yellow body.. HAHA..

Oh i wanna thank my N91 for waking my sleepy butt up whenever i sleep, my Computer for playing incredible noisy songs to keep me awake, my MSN for letting me know who's online for me to talk to around 1am - 5am which ended up like no one but its okay. Comic books don't worry i wont forget you, Thanks for destressing me with your lame humour especially Shin Chan, i love you and hmmm, i think thats all.. Really appreciate you gadgets and books.

Thank you.

Yours sincerly,
weiloong

73 I cried because of Her.. [video's at the bottom]

When i first watched this, truthfully, i kinda cried when she starts to sing. Tears were like flowing down from my eyes. For her to sing one of my favourite song "Somewhere over the Rainbow", with such pure & innocent heart, delivered with such sweet and mesmerising voice, she just captured my heart and made it sank deep into tranquility. She's just so marvelous, what an incredibly beautiful & astonishing sweet voice and for a 6 years old to sing liddat, it was just so touching deep from the core of my heart. She blew my heart away!

sorry ah, due to my lack of blogspot knowledge, i have to post the words up here and the video down there coz i just simply cant fuse the two things together. Someone teach me how to do it can? Coz i kinda fed up ad.. haha

Have a look kay. Hope you'll feel the same way i do!

Britain's Got Talent - Connie - Final - Very High Quality

72 This is wrong, definitely WRONG.....

1stly: I should be studying, but i'm playing game.

2ndly: I should be reading, yeah i'm reading, Comic books!!

3rdly: I should stop drinking lots of water before bed, so i won't go pee every hour in the night/day

Lastly: I should stop sleeping at odd hours, and wake up at the right moment

Yet again: I shouldn't be sleeping when it is not time to sleep, but sleep at the right time

Heck: I shouldn't be blogging but instead use this time to read my notes..

But Then: If i continue to do what i do, i'll end up killing myself with stress

Somehow: I don't think that will happen cause i know me and me know that i won't get stress

Consequences: FAIL in my exam, kena BOMBARDMENT from mom and DISAPPOINT myself.

SO: ANG WEI LOONG GO STUDY NOW IF NOT YOU"LL END UP CRYING AT NIGHT AGAIN THINKING ALL THOSE TIME WASTED ON DOING NONSENSE AND END UP GETTING WHAT YOU DON'T WANNA GET >>> "Yes i shall study now!"

And: if i fail, means i din put much effort in my studies.

Therefore: As punishment, i will spank myself on my butt till it numbs to remind myself to study every now and then to not disappoint myself ever again >> Sorry butt!! Sacrifice ya.

OKAY, this is not a good way to motivate myself. I need a better plan. Anyone with a better idea??

71 sobs sobs!! I think i'm being too sensitive

I just finished watching Armageddon and it almost make me menangis midway through the show. Haih! Its just so touching to see someone giving up their lives to save others. All the barriers they have to go through, the troubles, heck even thinking of blowing up yourself to save the ones you cherish and love is hard. End of the day, i think seeing heroes dying in movies are kinda like the kind of movie i like. YES! I don't really like happy endings, make the show no meaning and predictable. Haha! Hmmm, maybe is the song also, cmon Aerosmith " I don' wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna fall asleep coz i miss you babe, i don't wanna miss a thing " and Jewel's " i'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again " Very touching!! *laughs*

Yet again, don't watch a horror movie by yourself, in the middle of the night like 2 am when the streets are really quiet, the wind is howling like mad and the storm is just brewing at that time.. Its kinda creepy especially when the dogs started to bark and the cats are mewing like some babies crying in the night liddat, yea and the doors are slamming too.. I shall never ever watch a horror movie all by myself in the night anymore! someone watch with me can??

70 If You Could Only See A Major Storm Brewing Over Me!!

" I asked you to tell me the truth and NO, i guessed you fail to do so. Hmmm, why am i slow at finding out the truth, i guess you must be laughing your butt off at how easy you fooled me into helping you. When i was sincere to you, offer my advice and what steps to take to help you out of your troubles but NO, you have to tell me that you're not apart of it and she's the one into you!! Jerk, can tell your "dreamgirl" i was the one that made the story up, see who's the liar now. Nevermind, its okay, i cant accept the fact that i did make a mistake and i apologised. But you crossed the line, Who the heck asked for help but failed to tell the truth about the whole situation. Thats it, i'm not helping you anymore, you can go play your little cat-and-mouse game all by yourself, don't and i REPEAT, DON'T you ever ask for my help anymore!! You have betrayed my trust & don't ask me how kay!! JUST DON'T "

This really ticks me off. If you wan to ask for my help, please tell the truth will ya. I hate it when i'm hanging in the middle and how the heck someone's gonna help you if they don't know the truth.. Mangkuk!! Ish, i've never got so pissed off this much before!!

ARGH!! BODOH BODOH BODOH STUPID DUMB-DUMB IDIOT! *kicks the wall*

69 War, perang, battle, fight - call it anything you wan!

Jior, one more week nie semester exam ad.. For the 1st time in my life i'm not gonna do anymore last minute [more like overnight] studying but instead, i'm gonna prepare one week in advance. [1st time ppl, seriously its my 1st time] That means i'm gonna get myself nerdy the whole week [any nerds here willing to teach me how you study?? really do appreciate it] and i'm gonna turn my body clock around. Guess you don't understand what i'm saying rite. So to simplify it, i'm gonna study at 1-5 am den 1-5 pm everday onwards. [anyone willing to teman me wen i study like in the early hours??]

Hopefully this studying techinque works cause i dunwan to get bad results again. Okay not like i fail the last time. Okay that was a lie, i did fail, 2 papers, but thats not the point, i just wanna improve myself.. If i tak berjaya, i think i better not study for exam anymore la.. Put so much effort and it all goes to waste, confirm sure no more morale boost anymore wan ma! Gosh its all in my head..

ps: don't think i have time to blog this month, maybe after my "Great Battle Of Septermber" overs.

68 A funny answer to a funny question

ahha.. the other day, adrian choo was showing me this site and he showed me this particular page, so i thought, wat the heck mind as well share it with you since all of us are students and we need to be brilliant to answer our exam questions in order to score an A rite.

Plz Click on the link to view kay:
http://www.boreme.com/boreme/funny-2002/hell-p1.php

i think you'll find it amusing, coz i did.. practically laughed my butt off when i read it.. haha!! share it with your frens if you wan to as well.. Ahha!!