dear mom,
I dunno whether if you read my blog a not but my advise is, dont! there's just so much things that i wanted to say to you but i don't think i have the brave-ness to do it. yeah! i'm a coward when it comes to say thank you or i love you in front of you.
After hearing larry's relationship with his grandmother, i came to realise how i need you so much, and all the things you did in my life. now i understand why that i'm the only one in the family that gets constant nagging, scolding, whipping, whopped ass-ing by you, not because that i bully mei-mei all the time, but to remind me how much you love me, and how vulnerable i am to the influence of the wicked and cruel world out there.
Even though you're reaching 52 in the next two months, yeah you're old, i know, but you never showed us any signs of ageing spiritually, physically no need say la. all the white hair you're covering up still people know wan ma. yet, you worked your butts off to help me get into college which i always ended up making your sacrifices in vain cause i fail my exams. i love you mom for everything you've done for me, cook for me, even just opening the door & close it straight to wake me up from my sleep.
Now, all i wanted to say is you know that i love you most in the family. you should know how much i care for you, even though you're in thick or thin, i'm always the one you find comfort in between the three even though i'm the naughtiest, dumbest and most stubborn among all. i've always wanted to say i love you in front of you, and thats what you always wish for. i dun think if you ever remembered that during my form 5 days, i wrote an essay about you to masuk competition, sadly kena rejected. teacher said it was too personal and its from my hard and she wanted me to present it in front of the whole school. OMG, thats like suicide to my image but nonetheless, it would be a great time for me to express my love to you. im so sorry for what i've done.
From next year onwards, i will try my best to decrease your rage level towards me and since you're getting older now, i should do something to reduce your household burden. if you would just teach me how to cook, iron the shirt, or maybe create a duty roster of chores for me to do, that'll be nice and hmmm, get a car for me to drive around?
Thank you mom for always being there for me, thank you for making me all emo at the last days of the year, thank you for scolding me whenever i'm wrong, whacking me whenever i bully mei-mei, thank you for everything that you have done till now for me. i heart you.

from,

weiloong

Caleb

where are you Caleb?

why do you have to go?

you could have stayed a little longer!

i'm not prepared to let you go just yet.

your "announcement" was a little to much for me to handle

it was all so fast and sudden, i cannot hold on any longer

life is so empty without you to entertain me.

i also cried when i saw you at the cinema yesterday.

haih! i just realise, when you come back i maybe away to UK liau

how to see you liddat.

you owe me wei, my christmas present pun tak ada!

i don't want your playboy cards, my mom will be-head me if she sees it.

haha! but its so cool wei.

can get me a more decent wan ah so i won't kena kill from my mom?

haih, now i must find another male best friend liau.

but girl, want to be my best friend also can, i don't mind!

the more girls the merrier right?

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Warlords

not a bad movie, got a bit of good acting

its definitely better than all the other fighting movies in Asia

well, atleast it told me a good thing.

i dunno how to tell le

the show will tell you the moral that only you can understand.

it doesn't make sense right?

yea i'm confused about what i'm saying also.

& the girl is not hot. wasted la!

if she hot actress means, my eyes would be so much more bigger.

that show got a little bit of nudity

yea! a girl flashed her boobs a short while

if you missed it then too bad, cause i didn't.

not a bad show to watch!

its bad if you sit next to Jason Raj! he keep sms-ing

lolx

erm, up next.

National Treasure 2

anyone wanna join me??

24th December 2007

7.49 pm: went to larry's house to celebrate the farewell of Yang & Caleb with the big boys and a small boy tagged along. serious stuff happening in there! had lots of fun talking old grandfather stories and big boys stories. cool barbeque-ing! kwang yew kena marah from wife summor.

25th December 2007

4.10 am: went back home from larry's house with half my head & quarter of my brains.

4.34 am: ah.. my long awaited sleep!

7.45 am: thank you Samantha Ong for waking me up from my slumber! if not, i wun be attending service also.. so tired after last night's party/farewell.

8.17 am: went for service! it was full of fun & joy in the morning! PJ, oops, mainly zoe and sam lim almost made me burst out laughing [luckily i didn't] it was a good play! erm, people can i have some of your pictures? i need a camera wei.

1.27 pm: makan in sister kim's house. the food was extremely delicious and wonderful. so heavenly done and cooked. i wish i was married to sister kim, i'll be fat for sure.

3.33 pm: sherrene fetched me back home. and i went backed to bed. i love my pillow!

6.36 pm: woke up, showered, brushed teeth and sherrene came again. thanks for the lifted.

7.13 pm: Sam's house is just so wonderful. like sam lim said, "bukit jelutong is a rich man's land". haha which is true, big house, chun-ted food. haha. i dislike playing taboo, i only can think of the hard ones and some horny ones. pL and i killed pictionary. we were unbeatable Yet.. haha! thanks Samantha Ong for the invitations and the fun. you can win pictionary next time!
- oh yeah! thanks Sam for your wonderful gift with melly. i like it very much. now my white one can have a lovely sister.. Haha!!

26th Decamber 2007

1.33 am: balik rumah tidur.

7.10 pm: watching AVP2 with Caleb, my best friend in horniness for life. gonna miss him so much. he turned me on sometimes. hahahaha!

About 4 years back, i was watching these in Singapore on Christmas and i laughed the whole night with my brother and my cousin. so why not i share it with you this Christmas! its really damm funny, psychotic, brutal and grahical but cute also..!

I present to you now: Happy Tree Friends Christmas Special.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

i hate myself!

i hate the way i am now

all complaining & not appreciating what i have

and the people around me.

i feel like stabbing myself

but its a sin if i commit suicide

so i'm just gonna keep hating me

dumb me, i hate me!

just leave me alone to my miserable self.

don't need you to console me.

this is not an emo post by the way!

don't go around saying i'm emo.

kay, i'm done scolding myself now

and i'm going to bed.

stupid sial. . . . . . . . !

i'm bored.

why is there no one entertaining me when i'm bored?

even though you think that i'm funny or lame, that doesnt mean i can entertain myself.

is there no one around me that cares for me?

how come whenever you feel down, i'm the one always there for you.

crap, thinking of what to post making me so hungry!

nasib baik got McDonalds, if not i'm going on a diet.

come on, someone please elevate me from my boredom!

i don't want to go to sleep, 9 at night again, please.

this sucks!

now i know who my friends really are.

next time when you're bored or crying like a baby

don't expect me to be there anymore.

unless you're someone i like or somebody who cares about me

from now onwards, i'm just gonna entertain those who entertains me

those who really treats me as a friend

not as a clown or a joker who you come to whenever you need a laugh.

go murder yourself, i'm not your play thing!

i have feelings too.

luckily tomorrow got some major party, and you're not invited.

i'll just go drown myself and just forget what i've just complained.

i don't want to be your friend, unless you be mine.

man, this totally sucks!

I Am Legend:
a story about a man, thinking he's the last person on earth, striving to stay alive to find a cure for a deadly virus that had wipe out the entire human race turning them into mindless vampires [yes they die when the sunlight hits them, so means they are vampires rite?] with only a pet dog called Sam as he's only friend. [Sam as in Samantha, how ironic] Will Smith is just full of gaya-ness and emotions in this story, which stars him, okay the whole movie is about him and his dog. Its Castaway meets 28 Days Later. I wish i can watch it again, cause i missed the first part. Anyone? i guess no one huh. so sad!

For this film i rate 7/10 cause i missed the start.

Up next:
National Treasure 2: Book of Secrets [i love the mysteries and histories]
Alien Vs Predator 2 [lots of blood & headshots! i like to see people getting killed]

what are friends for?
- friends are those who are there for you, to comfort you whenever you're sad and to cheer you up when you're always down. be there for you no matter what the situation is even cry with you if you're feeling sober. that's what friends are for.

what are friends for?
- friends are the ones that are brave enough to tell you that you're wrong and tries to correct your wrong doings before the mess gets any bigger and not afraid to tell you what your behaviour really is and whether is it causing a big mess! thats what friends are for.

what are friends for?
- friends don't call each other hurtful names like "you know what kind of names people will call" because thats not what friends does. if a friend call you names, then he/she is not your true friend. friends are kind and caring to each other, not back-stabbers!

what are friends for?
- friends are the one always there for you whenever they see you sitting alone, always by your side whenever no one else is there or want to. friends don't leave the other lonely or strandered to themselves, that's not what friends do. if you keep making your friend come to you, and you leave them when you see them alone, you're not a friend!

what are friends for?
- to talk to you, hang out with you, go makan ke, minum ke, party ke, apa-apa saje la you can think of. and also help you when there is no one else there.

Friends are the people i cherish most in my life. they made me realise who i really am, whether i'm wrong or right, they are always the one there for me. Thank you! really do appreciate you all so much. all the close conversations with you all are one of the most genuine thing i can ever have. you all know who you are, people in "the apartment", can we have something liddat again? you want sip tea/yam cha/minum/drink, aiya! whatever it is, call me?

GYNews 2007

GY News Day 1

camp is over. so sad it ended so fast
one minute you're there, the next minute you're back at home. crap!
journey there was great, have some "personal" chats & major RACIST chants! lol.
the game was good. thanks to brian chow, pL & sherrene and dex and others who helped.

worship was crazy, God is Awesome
Ps Henry rock my socks & Sex Talk, too much info can't take everything in. too extreme!

oh i cried my butts off during camp! something i'm not shameful to hide.

its a good feeling since i wanna cry like for ages

thanks pL & joel for crying with me and comforting me! bunch of sticks crying!

security, i dunwan to talk about it. you people put me into so much trouble
dont think i wanna do it ever again. but its fun to break into people's rooms everytime.. ahha

i Love Benny, he's the most fun guy you could ever meet. looks blur but he's brilliant.
its fun to be in the committee but no fun when people are doing their skits..
i Love those who talked to me whenver i'm bored. din really get to talk much to anyone.

News Crew, thanks so much for the fun! yea, i thanked myself.
You guys are one bunch of nutcase, nutjob and whackos! lets do this more next time!
Videos of GYnews will be posted soon. and sorry if i make you laugh till you pee!

Sarah Lim, thanks for being the blurrest mortal ever. you made me laughing all day.
thank you for saying all the good things about me in front of me without noticing! haha

Sorry Samantha Ong for not helping you win Best Female Camper. there's alwiz next year!
will give you more air-time to promote yourself. well, people alwiz says 3rd times the luck!

GYCamp Rocks!

News Crew Rocks!
[videos will be up soon]

Eh You,
i don't know what to say anymore, i think its time i leave you alone and let you be who you wanna be. its your decision and not mine, who am i to control your life right? but yet, its not a pleasant thing to see or to hear words being said about you, i cant even defend you when it is happening right in front of my eyes. i think my advice will do you no good, coz i don't think you'd ever listen to me ever since i began talking to you. you were suppose to be different, but thats just my early perception. well if you're reading this, you'll know who you are. i wouldnt call you "the term which you think you are when you told me that you thought i was calling you with", but what i've heard and seen by others who are there, i'll just say i'm not the one to judge. therefore, i will stick with my decision, i wouldnt want to associate with you or even start a conversation with you anymore coz i think i'm a useless butthead in your eyes, therefore Liddat Lah! go do whatever you want. i'm sure there's never ending people to console you, entertain you and i'm just plain irritating to you. So, i'm not needed right?

Jior
let me be alone la, you all can do whatever you want and don't tell me about it. from this day onwards, you wun be seeing me approaching you all anymore, i will just sit around and wait for you to come to me! Yes, i'm that pissed with this. you all can have your own gang and ditch people whenever you want, screw it. i don't need all this, i rather be alone now. why do i always have to approach you people? i don't need this kind of treatment. i'm not gonna be nice anymore. i couldnt careless. you all can call me anti-social if you want, emo or whatever you all call it these days but What the *toot*, it ain't my fault. you think i'm joking? SCREW IT LAH!

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to the stupid someone,
i know that you don't read my blog, thats a good thing coz i don't read yours either! you're one pill load of poop and i don't care if people like you or not, i really hate you till i wish i could just stuff your head into the toiletbowl. you're one coward piece of crap till you don't have the guts to tell me that you don't want me to come to Jusco. go have your secret talk with caleb like i dunno what you wanna tell him. i'm not blind, neither i'm deaf! stupid! i hope you fall into a drain and break your head la. ask me for help can scold me summor, i will never forget that. BITCH!

Hari-hari tagging!

The Rules:

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
4. Let them know they've been tagged

#1. Bitting my finger nails while thinking what to write now. Damm hungry!
#2. Waiting for my mom to finish cooking her dinner so i can makan. Damm wangi.
#3. Just messaged someone for yelling at her this afternoon. SORRY!!
#4. Waiting for her to reply so i can reply back. Don't think she will.
#5. Oh i just farted when i wanted to put "waiting for my fart to come out".
#6. I'm pissed, tired, grumpy and I feel like yelling "Shut the *toot* up" but i scared my mom slap me. Sorry Mom.
#7. I'm just starring at my stupid computer monitor blankly thinking what to type next.
#8. Thinking of ways to promote SAMANTHA ONG [Best Female Camper] & POH LEONG [Best Male Camper] to win during camp! oh wait, i'm done promoting here!

i tag: suling, yunyeen, tiffany, poh leong, lilian, kimmy, fiona and steffi.

ALM is a scary meeting, dunwan to go ad next year, damm men-tensionkan..
Ivan Kok and Kwang Yew will be leaving us, but most of us are still here! Things won't be the same. [Ivan - deport to Adventure, Kwang Yew - promoted to Senior Commander]
Commander Zach is the new outpost commander, looking forward to work with him. Heard many stories. Funny ones and scary ones.
OHMYGOSH! 28 Adventure Rangers are coming next year. Even the figures scares the heck of of me. People, mercy please!
First task, Carolling. Imagine seeing 50+ people singing in your house, crazy & noisy!
NICHOLAS, i dunwan to do games all by myself wei. Please come for meetings more often wei, i belanja you makan. Can "brain suicide" doing games for 50+ people.
Alamak, got so many "things" to attend next year! Sir no time, sir!! JLTC, LMA, NTC, hear also i scared ad la sir.. Mati la macam nie!! Sir can postponed Leader's retreat? I got exam la..
Kwang Yew, no makan ah?
Rangers..

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OhMyGosh, Camp is so near. Haha! Can't wait.
Su Ling, so happen you're reading this, I don't care, you have to be my Guardian Angel, treat me well. Can i choose my own mortal?
CAMP CAMP CAMP!!
GYnews is gonna be so different this year, so many things planned out, hopefully all of them works. So many things to do.
GOD, HELP ME, i need Ideas!
Since i got no group this year, i'm not gonna sit around like some Dungu instead gonna group by group and whreck havoc, waste their time and end up laughing my BUTTS off!
Got a major Campaigning to do [yes, all on my own free will] for SAMANTHA ONG (Best Female Camper) and KOH POH LEONG (Best Male Camper)
Anyone willing to join me goyang kaki whenever there's a group meeting, fill free to join me since its gonna be bored being alone.
See you in camp kay. If you're coming.