My 1st celebrity sighting while working in Hilton KL is non other then Rudy Sufian.
I'm very sure you are well aware of this guy because he's Rudy from Hitz.fm.
Well, i can't jump around like a stupid monkey or a mentally retarded idiot when i see him, greet him and shook his precious hands because i have to maintain the standards of a Hilton employee.
But it was a great moment for me.
Yeah! he called me by my name.
Nonetheless, you guys may not believe me since i got no picture to prove it but what to do, we aren't allowed to take pictures with celebrities. DANG!
By the way, the "mysteriou" guest that Rudy brought along, PHEEWIT, she's hot.

p.s: Rudy from Hitz.fm, if you were to come to my blog again, please confirm my story and my name is Wei Loong if you were to remember me.

Dear Fiona Gan,

I'm currently working in Hilton Kl as you already know, and i'm working there as a part-time waiter by the poolside which they called it "Boardwalk". It looks kinda cool with all the palm trees around and they only serve barbeque food like on the beach or something kind of environment. Well i've been working there for a week now and i'm beginning to fall sick. It kept on raining in the afternoonand the weather is cold during night time and windy as well. Well thats all the time i have, wish me all the best and reply my letter soon. Enjoy your holidays. Goodbye.

p.s. if you come on Sunday and if i'm not working, i have some sweets for you if you like. thats the only thing i can secretly bring back for you.

Yours Sincerely,

eugene

i'm currently working in Hilton KL.
some of you may believe me but most of you will not,

thats all i can say.

i'll see you all this Sunday and i don't think you'll be seeing me anymore for another 2 weeks.

tired.

this post is dedicated to those who had lost their grandparents or haven't, to Samantha Ong who asked me to post something after being missing for some time and also those who reads my blog for their very 1st time. And by the way, I'm doing this in a cyber cafe.

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Just the other day, while i was waiting for my mom at the Teluk Gadong KTM Station, a car came and parked just right in front of me and out came a grandfather carrying his grandchild giving him a ride on his back while showing him the train station. And suddenly out of nowhere, my heart sank into a deep sadness when i looked at the child's face and i could feel his happiness and the joy of he's grandfather was even greater. And for that, i almost did something i hadn't do for a very long time, cry.

Honestly, i do miss my grandfather.

I could still remember the 1st time he thought me to ride the bicycle. Truthfully, i wasn't a brave kid. I couldn't even handle a tricycle and i kept thinking i was gonna fall off and break my skull but he was always there to hold me and whenever i fall, he would pick me up. There's this one time, i bust my knee when i fell and i was bleeding all over. I remembered his worried face and he quickly gave me a piggyback home and washed my wound. Hah! i was practically a cry-baby then, the pain was excruciating but still the piggyback was one of the sweetest moment i could still remember.

Okay, to all those who pictured me as someone who is quiet and angelic when i was young, please, please take back your perception of me. I wasn't an angelic little boy. I'm good at analysing the weaknesses of people and use it to my advantage and i do that most of the time to my grandfather. Hmmm, you can say that I'm a mischievous little rascal and I'm always up to no good. And my house has Mr Rotan and his little family of sticks to keep me behind bars. Grandfathers are old, and they're obviously weak. So whenever I'm up to no good, i'll always run upstairs to seek refuge because i know he won't come up. And i always kidnap Mr Rotan's family as hostage to keep me from danger. Yeah, i think i was pretty smart when i was young. Damn, i miss kena rotan-ing. *sobs*

My grandfather always goes for a morning walk and he will always wake me up to teman him. And most of the time, i got lazy and tired and he'll just carry me back home. Sometimes we would even go for bah kut teh together and he will introduce me to all his friends. His friends were mostly unpleasant, i always get pinched whenever i met them but he'll just give me a sweet smile and put his hand on me.

I miss plucking his janggut hair, i miss smelling his smoky breath, i miss getting horsie rides on his laps, i miss riding behind his bicycle, i miss my piggyback rides, i miss the rotans on my backside, i miss sitting on his grandfather chair, i miss eating bah kut teh with him, i miss the morning walks, i miss his sweet smile, i miss HIM. And for all that he had done for me, i didn't even shed a single tear during his death, what kind of grandchild am I. I was his favourite and i wasn't even sad, i didn't cry. I was emotionless. And till now, i regretted at what i didn't do and now, i don't have the chance to cry for him anymore.

Well, if you still have your grandparents around, you should cherish them always. You should cry for them, love them and be with them till the pass on. I had that chance and i blew it and i don't think you want to waste it when your time comes. I was the last person my grandfather saw when he died, just right after i left. I saw his tears, the only tears i saw him shed throughout my life and its not because that he's gonna die, but tears that indicates happiness for the last people that he saw was he's favourite grandchild and he's 2 siblings by the bed holding his hands and calling out his name.

I MISS MY GRANDFATHER.

can't post anything
computer crashed
in cyber cafe right now
time is running out
need fix computer
somebody hElp me!

i wanna watch Coldplay live.

whether its on the streets or up on stage

i just wanna catch them once.

why so serious

"[speaking to Harvey] Do I really look like a man with a plan, Harvey? I don't have a plan. The mob has plans, the cops have plans. You know what I am, Harvey? I'm a dog chasing cars. I wouldn't know what to do if I caught one. I just *do* things. I'm a wrench in the gears. I *hate* plans. Yours, theirs, everyone's. Maroni has plans. Gordon has plans. Schemers trying to control their worlds. I am not a schemer. I show schemers how pathetic their attempts to control things really are. So when I say that what happened to you and your girlfriend wasn't personal, you know I'M telling the truth. [hands Dent a gun]"
"It's a schemer who put you where you are. You were a schemer. You had plans. Look where it got you. I just did what I do best-I took your plan and turned it on itself. Look what I have done to this city with a few drums of gas and a couple bullets. Nobody panics when the expected people get killed. Nobody panics when things go according to plan, even if the plans are horrifying. If I tell the press that tomorrow a gangbanger will get shot, or a truckload of soldiers will get blown up, nobody panics. But when I say one little old mayor will die, everyone loses their minds! Introduce a little anarchy, you upset the established order, and everything becomes chaos. I am an agent of chaos. And you know the thing about chaos, Harvey? It's fair. "

The Joker, Clown Prince of Gotham, The Dark Knight

after 9 years of legal Christian rally-ing. the 10th was a total buzz kill. To put it in a more simple word if you don't understand what i mean, it suck! Thank God no one from ISCF reads my blog.
Even if some do read my blog, especially those from church, I'm sorry that i hurt your feelings but its the truth. Let me tell you why:

1st - the rally started way too long, people just couldn't help but to be restless and annoyed with waiting. For those who prayed for patience, well God gave the chance and i hope he answered it. Well for the fact it started late due to some technical failures, they did a pretty bad job in making the audiences feel a little bit entertain while they fix the problem.

2nd - for a RM25000 stage, with smoke machine and quite a number of cool lighting, the sound system is VERY very bad. Its as if they made the Hin Hua sound system sound much more better then the open air sound system. Funny thing though, the smoke machine operated well but once the smoke was disperse, it blended in with the night sky quickly.

3rd- some stage people were very & quite bad. This is a sensitive issue so i shall go no further.

Well, despite all the bad things that happened, somethings do change on the 10th year. I want to say kudos to the acting team for doing so well in their presentation, I've to say its by far, the best i've seen so far in my rally-ing life. Goodjob. Finally, they've removed the dancing performances, finally they realised that its a waste of time. Ps Clement Wong was excellent with his preaching, short, simple & direct to the point cause he realise the short of time, the SECURITY TEAM did a fantastic job in controlling the crowd though they gave their life on the line in the middle of the concert (Kwang Yew, see i so good) and lastly, cool lighting show and fireworks.

Sometimes, i just feel that we are taken for granted and some people are just UNGRATEFUL with what we did. Despite that we are willing to give a helping hand without any question asked, despite that our "higher ups" gave us red light in helping out and despite that we did all this out of love and support, none gave us the credits, not even a single thank you was mentioned (especially the bigger committee of the rally except one) of what we did and its really hurtful. No wonder someone has said this rally is more like "a GT rally". Though i tried so hard to disagree, somehow i have to agree with what that person said.

TAGs are a No-No

- - - > let me repeat it again,

TAGs are a No-No!

don't get me wrong, its not that i don't want to do it

its just i'm TOO LAZY to do it.

Soh Sorray Koh "Paul" Leong for not doing your tag

kemalasan mu telah mengambil alih otak mu.

The Dark Knight

one more day.

anyone wanna watch just call me

i'll be glad to watch it with you.

i was violated.

KLCC - Pasar Seni, 6.42 p.m, 10/07/2008.

Its not who i am underneath, but its what I do that defines me.

Bruce Wayne, Batman Begins.

Take note that Ps John made a mistake by saying Bruce Wayne said this but this statement was made earlier by Rachel Dawes, Deputy District Attorney of Gotham City a.k.a Bruce Wayne's love interest when they bumped each other in a hotel after Bruce's short "swim". He just made a little bit changes here and there to give hint to Rachel so that she knows he's Batman.

HAha.

Why So Serious?

one fine morning in church today.

Question: When Ellen & Portia finally get married, what would they do? Who's the guy and who's the girl? Are they gonna adopt a child or are they gonna ask someone to father their kids?

- somehow, there's lots of questions popping up in this topic -

My opinion: They probably make out lesbian-style, (I'm sorry but i don't know how to describe it to you, maybe you should just go Youtube and try searching for "lesbian love" and see whether any video pops out) Ellen's probably gonna be the guy coz Portia is so much the girly one, but both of them might take up the guy/girl role since they're actress and stuff AND yeah! they'll probably have kids to show that lesbians can have a perfect family. I wonder if Ellen or Portia would ask Justin or Orlando or some Hollywood hunk to donate their sperm for them like ,"Justin, would you mine giving me your 'tadpoles' for my egg? I want to have a baby, and with your looks and my brains, its gonna be gorgeous." Now wouldn't that be wonderful.

out of the blues question: why doesn't anyone likes me or love me?

answer from my beloved & funny yet sarcastic sister: "well, maybe you're not Malaysian's cup of tea, but ang-moh's cup of tea"

thanks weisze, for making my life not any miserable.

QUESTION: Why are you so pathetic until you have to watch movies alone?

ANSWER: Its not that I'm pathetic, that i don't have friends and all. its just that sometimes, friends are unavailable due to various reasons. Such as :
no.1 : the most common of all reasons they give me is, they don't have the time AND their mommy & daddy don't let. Some are acceptable, others are just reasons.
no.2 : abandonment by friends so that they can watch with girls, especially guys. I don't know what to say about this group of people. Entertain girls nie. Pissing me off.
no.3 : some people just don't want to go out with me no matter how many times I asked. They rather go out with other group and just shoved me into another corner.
no.4 & no. 5: there's no 4 & 5 cause I'm a sad case.

So, does that make me a pathetic person? Its not like I don't want to call people out for movies, just that, most people are such as above until I can't stand with their stupid reasons anymore and therefore I rather go watch alone by myself. Wee~~ sad little me.

i should have realised this when i 1st watched Narnia a few years back. Even though its a book, especially a children/teenager's story book, i find that it's filled with violence and some bad moral in its story. I mean, yes, C.S Lewis is a Christian writer, yes, all his Narnia books is somehow incorporated with biblical themes, yes, its a story about good vs evil, light against darkness but to tell a story about children, kids, having to take someone else's life, come on LaH! i think that's a bit twisted and contradicting to all we believe in.

It is not easy for someone to take another person's life. Even grown ups, cops who fight crimes everday, soldiers, FBI, CIA, all of them have a moral dilemma when they defiled other's body with a bullet or even slicing & dicing people into chucks of meat. If it is hard enough for them then how would it feel for a kid to take one's life? To watch Narnia and to see pre-high schoolers mince their enemies without remorse and having 2nd thoughts, is SICK. And come to think of it, the movie is rated U while other less tormented movies are rated 18-SG. Bodoh betul.

i watched Transformers 5 times and each time in a different cinema with a different groups of people. i still can't forget the awesome-ness of the transforming part.
i watched Lord Of The Rings : Fellowship Of The Ring, The Two Towers and The Return Of The King as many times that i even loss count the number of times I've watched it & practically i can remember the lines that are bound to come out in every scene of the story.
i watched Star Wars 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 & 6 at the minimum of 10 times already and i am still mesmerised with the light saber fights and the blowing up of model planes in space.
i watched Jurassic Park & The Lost World altogether about 8 times and the Tyrannosaurus Rex is still the most ferocious creature to roam the earth but the Velociraptors are the most cunning, smartest, and intelligent dinosaurs til date.
how could i forget about Pirates Of The Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl, Dead Man's Chest & At World's End. Johnny Depp absolutely adore him and who doesn't want to be a pirate? if one doesn't want to be a pirate, one would not have download files illegally thru the internet.
the X-Men trilogies, the Matrix Trilogies, The Fast & Furious Trilogies, Kill Bill Vol. 1 & 2, the Godfathers Trilogies, Back To The Future Trilogies, V for Vendetta, and many more. how many times do you think i've watched them all?
so tell me now, how many times do you think i'm gonna watch Indiana Jones and The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull for i've definitely watched Indiana Jones and The Raiders of The Lost Ark, Indiana Jones and The Temple Of Doom & Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade around 12 times now. Till now, i'm still amaze by the archaeological findings and the superb whip of his.

setting up my phone alarm to ring at 2.30

but had myself waking up at 2.14

to see my brother gone & the house so dark

full of eerieness, evil, and negative energy in the air.

the only light available is my computer monitor,

suddenly, a blinking orange light appeared on my toolbar

Joseph gave me a goodluck message and went off AND

*te ne ne ne te ne ne ne ne* [nokia ringtone]

"Ah..now? Sorry man. I keep on sleeping off. i think just watch at home la."

by Larry.

and just when i opened ESPN Soccernet, Ronaldo scored.

BIRDY POOP! COW-y POOP! DOGGIE POOP!

taking a super quick shower to keep me fresh, fasting on my shoes,

i ran to Asoka in Bukit Tinggi at 3.20 like a mad-man

and halfway thru passing by Kayu, Lampard equalises on the half time.

WOOHOO HOORAY! GAME ON MY HOMMIES

once i reached Asoka, my leg cramped & busted but i manage to hunt my brother.

Once 2nd half started, the Blues kept on pressing.

but the Devils must be jampi-ing their goalposts throughout the entire night.

lucky Devils. i wonder where you guys hide your jampi-s

I personally enticipated that Ronaldo will miss the penalty

but to see JT kicking like Beckham, he's the next to be with him in MLS.

haih what a night. stupid night.

stupid ref, stupid field, everything in MosCow is just stupid now.

Pink Martini - Hey Eugene

This is Mr Jim Bob Duggar's family from Arkansas, America.

ATTENTION TO ALL MALE SPECIES WHO READS MY BLOG.

Hear ye~ Hear Ye~~

this bugger is the sifu of all sifu-s regarding reproduction.

look what he has accomplished this past 40-50 years of his life.

18 children and they might still be going for it.

he has more guns and ammunition then the American military has.

talk about safety 1st.

this guy is the master of all lock pickers as no rubber can hold his might.

we all always lie to ourselves claiming that we will spawn a soccer team.

but end up, its always been shot down by our own "low stamina"

cmon MEN, regardless of your age we must not let our guards down.

we must not let our hopes and dreams be diminished by our incapabilities

we must stand up, arise, cheer for those who are broken in sorrows

that their dreams can be fulfilled someday.

it is not the end of days yet, the end comes when we are finally impotent

okay impotent is a taboo. out of ammunition is a better word.

let us all make this world a happy place

and that we all can come together, in unity, in families

challenge each other in football with all our sons and daughters with us

and have our own Premier League in Grace Klang with Division 1 & 2

let us all have a chance to cheer at our own flesh and blood

seeing them unite in bringing down other families

and at the same time, forge a bond between every family around us.

sleep

i need sleep so badly

and i need it a lot.

been having sleepless nights lately

lately as in this whole week i've been sleeping at 4

waking up between 9 - 10 am.

all i can do at night when i can't sleep is:

hearing my brother snoring or listen to owls hooting

sometimes it gets worst when strong winds are blowing

the trees will go rustling non stop and the doors will keep on banging

oh and when the night turns even darker,

thats the time where you just shut your eyes

mumble words that is almost audible to hear even by yourself

pray, pray that all these will just go away

but before i've even say Amen, i realized that i'm awake in the morning.

someone asked me on sunday whether she was nice to hug.

yeah, she is. most definitely and its nice to hug her.

i'd wish she gives me a hug everytime she sees me.

if anyone would have asked me how i felt last time

or asked if i have something troubling me.

i would have broke down in tears

sometimes i do wonder if there's anyone who cares about me,

who is willing to be caring and ask whats troubling me and stuff like that.

i do wish sometimes that i'm not invinsible, or like a rock that fell to the ground where no one would notice.

is Ps. Gurmit talking about me today?

physically not. but deep within me, i feel like i'm in his friend's shoe.

i do feel my world is empty. and it is raining inside my soul

how'd wished this rain would stop.

now,i'm just too tired to think of all these.

I'm Currently:

on blog strike - not my blog. but those blogs with the GoldBar retreat post. WHY? coz i didn't make it so i might as well don't know anything about it. Potential blogs with those post are: Samantha, Poh Leong and Jessica.
on holiday - alas, my exams are finally over! now i'll just usher back my long lost friend, my most trustworthy partner in crime, Freedom.

on a movie spree - actually its just a movie marathon. I've been watching atleast 3 - 4 movies per day now. My eyes are killing me, i've got a splitting headache & I think my vision is getting worst. Someone get me an eye specialist for me.

having a short hair - yupp, back to school punya hair. Its still hard to believe that people actually like my current hair better. I still find my hair odd and weird. Oh well. What do you say?

living a very quiet life - I think i'm being avoided? I'm getting a bit paranoid. What is happening around me. Someone come lift me off my boredom.

giving a birthday wish - Happy Birthday Tiffany dear. happy 16th birthday. Due to low cost of production, your birthday present this year is: a drawing of a strawberry cake, a drawing of a rose and a drawing of a robot which is suppose to be Megatron. haha!

thank you America, you have just suicided the competition.

i have to say this. i need to let this of my flat chest.
AMERICANS ARE THE DUMBEST PEOPLE OF THE WORLD THIS WEEK.

of all the crimes of the world, what they did was incomparable. its even worst than all those Iraq war, or some other wars in another part of the world, genocide, mass murder & other stuff like that. Are you guys blind? you guys deaf?

of all people, Syesha and Carly at the bottom 2. Wake up you dumb-dumbs. they are like the top performers of the night and Brooke's "false start" is forgivable, but heck! she's still no good compare to those two. And Jason Castro! this NINCOMPOOP has overstayed in the competition far too long. Sometimes his good, but most of the time he's HORRENDOUS. he sings like he's in labour pain. For goodness sake. why didn't you people end his miseries?

Atleast with Carly around. She can atleast put up a tougher fight for Davids in the competition and it'll be more entertaining to watch. You STUPID IDIOTS has just killed the show.

i've made up my mind. I'm supporting David Cook.

no doubt this two buggers (Cook & his arch-nemesis, David Archuleta) will be in the final 2 of American Idol, unless another Michael Johns tragedy strikes again.
so ppl living in America, stop being complacentand a total jack-bonbot and vote for David Cook and for goodness sake, stop voting for the girls. All they have are boobs and most of them are married. Their boobs aren't even that big as well. All i see are either implants or A cups. Thank God you learned your lesson by dumping Kristy Lee Cook last week.

People! you must watch American Idol this week. i don't know whats the theme this week but its sumthing thats got to do with theather. Not Cinema, but theather. OhMyGosh! and David Cook is singing the Phantom of the Opera song. OMG OMG.

ARGH crap. the "war" in Middle East, Office, Italy & in some abandoned building will have to wait another week, or maybe two.
my hands are getting more and more itchy day by day.

what should i call my birthday this year?

hmm, perhaps PINK-ISH or PINK-i-FYING?

everything i get is pink, cept my Prime next to me.

thanks Su Ling & Sam for your "thoughtful" gift,

which is non other than an oversized boxers.

*walls come crumbling down*

my waist is only 30 and i definitely can't wear XL.

however i'll just put it on my head and sleep with it.

Goodbye my sweet coconut trees, breezy wind from the sea, the sound of crushing waves that hits the golden sandy beach, the chirping of seagulls, hot & sexy european or australians that are laying on the hot beach without their top, late night partying and minum-ing, smell of the salty ocean and the taste of it, ah! my beautiful sceneries of the mountain, the glorious sunrise and sunsets.

Goodbye my sweet Bali.

~~ On the brightside, I'm going for Singapore Camporama. ~~

somewhere in the Middle East.
Armed with a Carbine, a Desert Eagle, a Grenade and 2 Flashbangs.
To save an ammunition facility from being bombed by the terrorists.

weiloong(double doors) - Go Go Go!
weiloong(double doors) - Fire in the Hole!
pL(tunnel) - Roger that!
pL headshot "no longer itchy" with Carbine.
*Bomb has been planted*
weiloong Desert Eagle-ed Jessica.
BrC headshot pL with magnum sniper rifle.
weiloong knife-d BrC.
*Bomb has been defused*

haih! one more week and the freedom will be mine.
just another week to go and all my daydreaming will come to reality.
can wait to knife.

weiloong's got a brand new toy.

My very first Optimus Prime

TRANSFORM & ROLL OUT!

Thanks Wei Sze.For a wonderful Birthday gift.Now i can play all night long.MUAHAHAHHAA.. now all i need is a bad guy.

crash, boom, bang!

my body's moving in the speed of sound

or i'm just too slow to catch up with the world.

welcome sleepless nights & endless dreams.

the smell of kertas with printer inks & G2 pen every morning,

is worst than stepping on a pile dog shit, or being shit at by flying birds.

its even worst than every nightmare put together into one.

this is the face of hell itself.

ARGH. i can see more white hairs popping out on the back of my head already.

and they're growing like bunnies.

I feel like eating ice cream. And i want it so badly.

by end of this month, i must sink my mouth into baskin robbins.

and su ling still owes me that ever since last year when she FFK-ed me.

ice cream. yummy delicious ice cream.

thick creamy milky lovely ice cream!

with whipped cream, caramel maybe, covered with melted chocolate.

sweet & succulent ice cream. OhMyGoodness.

~Su Ling, when wanna go eat ice cream wan?

And now for the Special News Update!

This just came in. 10 minutes ago, Wei Loong just received a shocking news while he was "mingling" on msn, a news that could shatter his entire life in future. As he thought he's the only one with the birth date that falls on the 8th of April, someone else shares this special day together with him, just that she's only 6 years younger.

Yes. Its Tammy! and OhMyGosh, he didn't know and he's totally in shocked right now. Emotions are beginning to pour in and he's face is squealing, with joy. Right now, we have Eugene, to report on this recent development.

Eugene: So, how does it feel to find out you have the same birthday as Tammy?

Wei Loong: Well, i was shocked and i drop to the ground crying when i knew. I always thought that I was the only one celebrating this special day, but to find out that i'm not alone anymore, it brings joy, great joy to me. Thank God for His blessings. I'm not alone, ~WEEEE!!

Eugene: Well, there you have it. I guess thats how his cookie crumbles. Back to you.

Thank you Eugene. There's all that we have today folks. Stay tune tomorrow for more developments happening around you. This is Blog Channel, goodnight & goodluck.

From left: Birthday Girl, Birthday "MaN" & Zoe

I've been tagged by Tiffany. Bahh. Leceh la. See i'm doing this for you on my birthday.
Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Not sure, didn't really think about it. Before i reach 30 i guess.

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
To my beloved one, i love you i guess. I will never let you go & i'll be with you through rain or shine.

3. What do you fear most in life ?
Heights. And flying cockroaches.

4. When you pangsai, which position you prefer? Sit or squad? And Why?
Sit, coz i can take my own sweet time reading and pangsai-ing without getting tired. haha.

5. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Haha, i want to go everywhere. You can say i'm a traveling freak and i'm very adventurous.

6. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To be invinsible. Then i can sneak into the plane and go places i want to go. WAHHAHAHAHAHA.

7. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NEVER. No money cannot buy things, go places, and find a girl.

8. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Everyone that I love. Especially my best buddys and family. Durh! I love you guys!

9. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Buy a Macbook Pro, iPhone, pergi shopping & keep the rest for future use.

10. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yes. Its better to let it go then keeping it in. Must seize the opportunity when its right in front of you.

11. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
haha, 3 good points? i only have one. HAHA! she's funny, outspoken & daring. She's still single.

12. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Love. yea just Love. oh, not to forget, undeniable good looks and an amazing body.

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
I don't hate people, i just dislike them.

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
There is no answer to this question because i don't judge people by their 1st impressions.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God always comes 1st. Friends and Families, My Active 10 people basically. Everyone plays an important role in shaping who i am today.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My temper. i think i should stop complaining more. haha.

17. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Yes, if i have the mood and money. No, when i'm in no mood and definitely no money.

18. If you are to die one day, who you wish to spend the last day with?
My loved ones. Definately my best budds and family. Durh!

19. What is/are ur trademark(s)??
I dunno, you tell me. HAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAA, i guess? for laughing all the time.

20. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Ppl who understands me. you know who you are.


The people i tag would be:
Poh Leong
Samantha Ong
Tammy
Lilian
Jessica
~ i guess 5 will do.

sleepless nights and endless dreams,
makes me squirms and scream,
the moonlight shines with a pale white beam,
like a caramel frappuccino with delightful whipped cream.

exactly 4 hours and 5 minutes from now,
7th of April 2008 will end without a sound,
and the next day marks a new day of my life,
as i officially turn 20 without any surprise,

~wee! happy birthday to my pity self.

quote of the day: you can't turn a man into a woman, unless he is already girly-fied.

PINK? of all the colours you can choose, you chose pink.
i dislike pink, i detest pink. i HAte pink.
why on earth must it be pink? you want to turn me into another pink-ish freak?
not everybody looks good in pink, especially me.
haih. how la liddat, wanna ask to return also cannot. paiseh la.
thanks for the pink shirt.
but, let me remind you that no one will ever see me wear pink.
why pink?
hmmm, do you think i'll look good in pink? oh man, what am i saying ..

my officially 1st pink shirt.

quote of the day: if you can't concentrate, don't concentrate. Instead pray.

Whenever i'm in Klang Club i always pass by this:
in case if you can't read the words, here's the bigger picture.

Its always good to have something to read in the toilet, to encourage us, keep us company, help our concentration and stuff like that. But sometimes, if we had already pushed our limits and yet "business" seems to go the way we had not expected, it is wise to pray and let divine power ease us to our comfort.

~May your "business" prosper today and tomorrow~

quote of the day: if you're sad, just say you're sad

aaAAHAhhaHHH. damn bored.
please God, intervene the Goldbar retreat. Hopefully it doesn't clashes with exam.
I wanna go jalan-jalan, watch movie also can but it better be a nice movie to watch.
i found a funny, hilarious, dumb, stupid or whatever you wanna call it, movie to watch:
"Monty Python and The Holy Grail", a classic movie but worth watching.
you can laugh your butts off watching it. i guarantee you.
its all planned if i can go for retreat. stupid exams!
oh well, the saddest month of the year is just a doorstep away.
can't believe one year just gone by. I remembered the April Fool's prank we did.
damn cool, dumb, funny, stupid. thanks for all your kind heart to believe our "fight".
HhahahahhaHAHHAHAhahahhahahAhaHaha..
good job pL. thanks to our brilliant brain and uncomparable partnership, we did it.
Argh, i'm getting older. But somehow, people still think i'm 16.
its not something to be proud of but its fun to just play along and laugh about it.
me? the same age as Samantha and her peers. Who would actually believe all this?
haih, 19 going 20.

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Going to a funeral is the hardest thing to do. especially when it revolves someone you knew when you're young, a person you're kinda close with, a father figure and a lovely person. My friend's dad just passed away, so it saddens me to hear it. Someone who really talked to me, never failed to ask me how am i doing whenever he sees me, always smiling and easy to talk to. Upon this i realise two things:

Life is too short and too precious to be left in waste. We don't know when and how are we going to die, so let us just don't assume that we are going to live a 100 years and that God will grant us a 100 years in earth so that we can "hoo-hah" our butts off unless you're really dedicated to the Great Commission, maybe you can ask God to prolong your days on earth. But let me tell you, don't think you're good doesn't mean God can't take your life away. When time is up, its up and we will never know when is our time coming. Only God which controls the time, will tell.

The other thing would be: No one can ever stop a guy doing what they do best, which is engaging in sports if they are into it. Take example dexter, after breaking his leg, now playing football just after 2 months or more, Andrew, kicking and screaming after few months of surgery, never learn their lesson. Basically, no one can rob a guy from their love of sports regardless you're their wife, broken bones or body, sickness or any other unmentioned ways. Guys will be guys, stubborn as crap!

i feel like stucking a knife into my head

or better still, stucking a knife right into my chest.

i wish i had a gun

i could easily just blow my brain into pieces

or just shatter my stupid heart into a million bits.

why do i feel so powerless?

why am i so envious?

jealousy is the darkest, deepest pit

why do i always see myself falling into it,

pull myself out, but fall back in again.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

well its that time of the year again.

i wish that day would go by without me noticing.

its just a day which i cant forget even if i want to forget it.

some day!

~sigh~

call me a pedophile but i can't help myself to love Dakota Fanning in this amazing video.

dress in red like Little Red Riding Hood, who won't fall in love with her.

so sweet and innocent, hopefully she don't crossover to the dark side!

ah! what a mesmerising girl she is. so cute! i wish i could pinch her cheeks.

what a sweet child. aaawwWW! how to not dislike her.

absolutely love her last smile. so Sweet!

i wish i have a daughter like her. and i'll keep wishing.

well, besides her, great video of Rufus Wainwright, great voice.

sorry girls, but he's gay! and he got raped when he was younger.

why is everywhere full of dramas & politics? can we just leave all those differences behind and try to build a more wonderful place to be in? can't we just compromise with one another instead of breaking up or leaving or fight? if this is indeed the situation we're heading to, then, it is no wonder the places we are are always tainted. it is no wonder why story writers always writes about adults being foul and dirty and mean and everything else.

i wish i can live in a peaceful world, hormonious, prosper and free. but that dream seems to be wandering off. no matter how much i tried to reach it, it keeps drifting away "like a messaged bottle in the middle of the ocean". well, who are we to blame? i'd say adults are the ones that's causing all these. they teached us all the good moral values, how not to fight, compromise with one another and yet they are the ones that are not setting the good examples for the younger ones.

it saddens me to see how things around me are changing into.

now i know why some children hate to grow up. its because they are the ones who are putting on several masks to hide their true, ugly & dirty nature.
to everyone: let us not grow up becoming who we hate, but grow up to be who we are today and tomorrow.

On Friday night, when we "ponteng-ed" cell to watch Colbie Caillat perform at the Curve [gosh, it was uber cool and soaking wet]. On the way back, PAMELA suddenly came up with a rather peculiar and mood changing sentence. It goes something like this, "i always like to ask engaged couples whether they can have sex after they engaged and haven't do the whole ceremony thing?"Yeah! that was from Pamela's mouth and believe me, it was way awkward and there's a moment where my brains went blank thinking what to say.

But i was kinda proud giving her the answers that came into my mind. Having Ps John around can sometimes come out with brilliant answers at weird, awkward, peculiar situations. So i told her, "I don't think they can have sex yet since they're not married yet. Hmmm, lets put it this way. If we got L license, doesn't mean we can go zooming around with the car anywhere right cause we're not legal yet, we only got license to Learn how to drive. So therefore, if they're engaged, that doesn't mean they can do hanky-panky stuff ma, they only got the license to get married but no legally married."

Haha, i can't believe the words that came out from my mouth.

"Oompa-Loompas, Snozzberries, Hopscotchy, Gloriumptious, Luminous Lollies"
These are the few example of words Roald Dahl created along with his line of famous children storybooks from Fantastic Mr Fox, a story of Mr Fox outsmarting 3 hunters, Matilda, a girl genius who uses every single brain cells in her head to plot revenge against adults, The BFG, a humble giant with his little companion, Sophie, blowing dreams into people's head and stopping giants from munching human "beans" and my all time favourite, Charlie & The Chocolate Factory which needs no introduction.

I was introduced to Mr Roald Dahl's work when i was 10, and the first book i read was The Magic Finger. A story about a girl who has magical powers, decided to turn her cruel neighbours into ducks so that they'll taste their own medicine of hurting ducks. Well, its a story for my Choral Speaking Competition at that time, and amazingly we got 3rd with that story. And soon after that, i blast off with all his work and now, I've read it all.

All children should read Roald Dahl's book. Though it may be filled with dark humour and scary at times, in some of his stories but it'll give them their wicked, wildest, and most wonderful imagination through his story-telling. Who wouldn't ever dream of a Chocolate Waterfall, or taste the most delicious chocolates in the world, or running of with some giant and catching dreams, or even possess telekinesis and can move things with my mind? Come on, its every little child's dream to do all those or experience all this sort of things.

I'd just want to say a million thanks to Mr Roald Dahl for providing me an imagination beyond anything out of this world and for the wonderful stories you've wirtten to keep this world beautiful through your work, even though the world may not be as pretty as before. I pity those who did not read any of his work. You're missing one of the best thing in Life.

woohoo!

finally got the chance to see this bubbly, Jennifer Aniston - Michelle Branch look-alike live at Laundry @ the Curve this Friday night.

who am i talking about you say?

well its none other than the >>>>>>> Colbie Caiilat.

*running,jumping, hopping around like a mad person screaming on top of his lungs*

thank you kakak Pamela for calling me to join you and winning the tickets with your charm.

OhMyGosh, can't wait for Friday to come.

i'm gonna start dreaming about her now, till she's flying off from Malaysia.

weehhee!! what a way to end an emotionless streak i'm having.

~~ this is so drop-dead fun ~~

i feel so emotionally numb
it's like my emotions are being flushed away.
no emotions at all, just . . . . . . . . . . . . . . all the time!
happy, sad, laughter, tears all gone.

oh where has all my feelings gone too?

i feel that something's wrong with my surroundings.
the people around me, the environment.
something's not right and it seems out of place.

it feels like i'm being avoided for utterly no reason.

did i do anything wrong or hurt anyone's feelings?

i need a good laugh. seriously! or my head's gonna go "pop! cuckoo!"

i need to kill someone with my own hands. i need to knife people.

On board the Black Pearl, when Jack was captured by Sao Feng and Sao Feng named Will Captain of the Black Pearl, Jack said:
"He needs the Pearl, Captain Turner needs the Pearl. And you felt guilty(looking at Elizabeth). And you and your Brethen Court(refering to Captain Barbrossa). Did no one come to save me just because they missed me?"

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End

i'm just feeling what Jack is feeling right now.
i love watching Pirates of the Caribbean.

Juno

best, very good movie, funny dialogue.

can't believe teenage pregnancy could be made into a big joke.

unbelievably good acting from Oscar nominated Allen Page

no wonder this movie got heaps of praise from movie reviewers worldwide

Michael Cera, always loved his "blur-face" acting.

funny guy, watched him since Arrested Development.

erm, if anyone want to watch Juno, go download it.

i don't think its gonna be shown in Malaysia, stupid censorship board.

haha, Juno.. love it!

i think some of you need to read this. i don't talk to you doesn't mean i don't like you or i'm giving you the "silent treatment", its just i don't want to talk to you cause i don't know what to talk about. its as simple as that.

some of you just needs a wake up call. you are not the "president" or the "prime minister", so why do i have to always come up, and start the whole conversation with you? it doesn't make any sense at all. if you want me to talk to you then come talk to me la, why must wait for me to come to you? i'm not gonna do all that unless i want to talk to you or when i feel like talking to you.

so, stop all this "i'm not talking to you" crap la. if you want a conversation, you should be the one that approaches people, not waiting for people to come to you. even though you think you're popular ke, or people like you ke, i don't care what people think about you or how they treat you like the bloody Queen of England, i'm not just that kind of person that goes to people now to start a decent conversation unless i want to talk to you.

i'm sick of being thrown at the side when i'm not needed. i'm sick of comfronting people when they want to talk. i'm sick of hearing people complaining they got no one to talk to. i'm sick of walking to people to talk to them when they're alone or sad. let me ask you this: DO YOU COME AND TALK TO ME WHEN I'M ALONE OR WHEN I'M DOWN? i don't think you do, maybe SOME, but not all.

i think i deserve more than what i'm receiving and treated as well.
some people are just taking me for granted.
i'm not a clown or a jester that makes you happy all the time, what about me? have you all thought how i feel at all? you people don't know how i feel. so stop telling me i'm not talking to you. good la, atleast now you know how i feel.

I WANT TO:

watch Maroon 5 in Singapore

buy the iPhone Jeremy's boss is selling

sell of my current phone to buy the iPhone

stay in Singapore

fly to Australia to visit my cousin Geraldine

go to Bali for my holidays

do so many things just that i don't have the money

HAIH!

i love Singapore.

i miss my cousin Geraldine very much

hope to see her again soon.

she's my cousin which i love most.

coz among all my cousins, she's the prettiest of all.

thank you for bringing me around and belanja-ing me food.

crap! i don't have your msn.

hopefully she'll come to Malaysia again, even though she can get everything there

BUT, she misses bah kut teh.

OhMyGosh! i didn't know she could eat so much.

Sam, i think she can challange you eating one on one.

KimFay, erm i think she's doing okay?

if you're reading this, sorry ah, i couldn't cover for you any longer.

and i got a hug, how sweet.

Sorry Fiona, i didn't know you want to give her one.

Singapore, Singapore!

lets go there once more.

E u g e n e
is
in
SINGAPORE
for
4
days.
Not
gonna
miss
all
of
you,
BUT
some.
See
you
all
next
week.