58 Mixed emotions with Mixed situations.. I dunno what i'm feeling at all

I don't know how to describe my feelings, all i can share was my experience. So here goes:

HAPPY
Went up to genting with Steffi, Larry, Choi Ye, Poh Leong & Dinash and well, for the 1st time in my life till now, i finally get to enjoy the entire theme park and its rides and stuff.. Normally they have some technical problems with random rides but that day was exceptional, Everything's working. And to be truthful to you all, it was my 1st time sitting the Selero Shot!! Super-Cool! I wanna do it again. The day would be perfect if i manage to get the *ahem* from a girl which i think is looking at us [either ME, pL or Larry] .. Shh!!
ps: Steffi Teo Sue An, i would like to sit the Selero Shot with you again, maybe this time, try yo keep your eyes open kay.. Ahha! You just made my day.

MOODY
HuuHuu!! My phone had a major outbreak. Its down with sickness and its really getting into my nerves.. Whenever people message me, there's no message alert tone, then i won't know if people message me a not. Haih! Have to waste money to repair now. Sorry for the inconvenience.

BLUR & CONFUSED
Went to One Utama with Steffi and Gretchen, then a few hours later, Joel & Fiona came. Pergi makan and all, watch movie, jalan-jalan, end up didn't get anything. This is the worst part of going out when you can't buy anything. Then again, didn't know what's happening throughout the whole day except for some moments when i was really wide awake into the whole situation. Have to seize opportunities when it comes right??

SAD
48 hours and counting,
the time left before you're going.
Your things packed, leaving all stress,
and there's no looking back.
Leaving your tears behind,
knowing your future's in sight,
well, its time to say goodbye, I pray you'll be alright,
So see you on the other side tonight.
ps: "other side" does not mean Heaven, in this case it means online or etc

57 Randomness is not a strong word, its just, uhm! a word??

Jior i dunno what to blog about la. I've been thinking for an hour plus now and i still can't get something to post about. Still thinking which one should i do. The part which me being sick, or the not-so-exciting time i always have in college or some other small stuff which annoys me most. I don't know la, i can't make any decisions these few days. Not really in the mood of deep thinking. Got a feeling someone is out there to get me, but i dunno who, robbing my place of zen summor!!

I'm feeling a bit cranky, unhappy, moody, tired and all lately. It must be the virus i'm having for the past few weeks and my body is killing me. Its aching everywhere now, from my back to my neck, now hand and soon, i think my leg will be next in line. Well the brightside is, my brain is not aching. I feel so old, when i always think i'm younger than all of my peers.

Haih, until now still no one wanna slap me. I just made an open invitation for anyone to slap me but still no one takes action. Too Bad! I'm closing the invitation right now. You just missed the opportunity to inflict pain to my already-pain body.. Ahha! Gosh this is so lame.

*sigh!*

56 Help! I need somebody's help!

Can someone, anyone slap me to my senses??

I'm giving you the opportunity to inflict pain to my body!

I'm still down with sore throat and i'm eating durian.

Tell me if that is not suicidal?

How am I gonna get well liddat?

I need a SLAP, Anyone care to give me One??

I NEED SLAPPING NOW..

55 Rafeal Nadal vs Roger Federer! Next in my shopping list..

Woohoo, Thank you Hyon Le for hosting such a fun time at your place yesterday. It was my 1st time playing Nintendo Wii and what the heck, its way much cooler than a PS2 or PS3, and way better than a xBox 360. Basically, me, larry, jeremy, caleb, ian & choi ye went to Hyon Le's place to try out his latest gadget and to tell the the truth its worth the money you're paying for that gizmo. I WAN MY OWN NINTENDO WII.....

Yupp, so we played all his basic games he had for now. Tennis was so cool, if only you guys were there to watch us perform our moves, swings or whatever you call it. Ahha! I have to say, i had my beginners luck when i played tennis. Truthfully nola, its all SKILL ba-beh! Aku like Roger Federer yesterday, keep winning and winning, knocking out all of them one at a time.. WOohoo!! Maybe i have potential in tennis! *pondering*

It was just fun la. Now i'm gonna get myself a Nintendo Wii, i dont care how long it'll take me but i will get it. AHha!! Unless you all kind enough to give me as my birthday/christmas gift, i promise to act surprise when i open up the presents.. Lol. *hinting*

Btw, i wanna apologize to some people, more like to a particular person for not being where i'm suppose to be at that moment. Hope you understand. I get very excited when it comes to trying out new playthings. Let me make it up to you kay.. Hehe!!

54 My Moodless streak continues & Its getting A lil Bit Dull..

Awww i wan my mood back, well atleast i'm feeling a bit better but i want more i guess. I want to be jolly and happy? all over again. Yet again, college was so-so today i guess. If i were to rate my happiness today at college i guess its a 2/10?? ahha..



Here's something my friend said to me during my Business Law lecture:

Friend: You know why the cat cannot catch the mouse?
Me: Umm, why?

Friend: Cause the mouse was riding on the motorbike.
*silence, as cold chill wind breezes past me*

Friend: You want to know why the cat manage to find the mouse hiding in the refrigerator?
Me: Umm, no..
Friend: Nvm, i tell. Cause the motorbike was parked next to the refrigerator.

*silence, getting colder*

Friend: Finally, you know how the cat manage to catch the mouse ah?
Me: I don't know, enlighten me! [closing eyes in prayer]
Friend: Cause the mouse fell from the motorbike at the corner.

*silence, hair stands*

This got to be the lamest, most dullest and dumbest joke i ever heard la, it was so bad that it can make my fever come back again!! Don't know where he can get this lame joke la, TRILOGY summor.. Thank God I'm Alive!

One of the things i did in the lecture hall to make myself awake while hearin Law:I find it quite amusing cause now i can save money trying to get other girls number. Not that i have done it before but i want to try la, cuba nasib, see can get a not.. Ahha! Send by bluetooth summor.. This is so DUMB!

53 I feel so Moodless & its making me Useless

Gosh, i dont know how to put my conditions in words. Can't think of the correct word to describe what i'm going through now. Basically, i've been sick, umm, lets see, for 2 weeks now i guess. It all started from a minor flu, which breaks out into a "bigger flu" then everything else just follows through. Cough la, headache la, sore throat, stomach pain la [but cannot pangsai]. And all of these are affecting my brain and it feels like its all screwed up, wish i have someone to knock my head back to its rightful position or make it jump start so it'll work again [please don't come knocking my head for fun unless you have permission 1st k]. Yet again i hate it when i'm sick, got no mood to crack stupid stuff all, more like i'll be stoned in everything i do.. Who likes being sick anyway? Especially when there's little time left, so many places to go, i'm sure you want me to be at my best right? God, please make me better again! PLEASE!

52 I've Been Tag, AGAIN??

I've been tagged by U Mae again:

Instructions : Paste the following on your blog and tag people to answer the questions below. Have them tag other people. Your tagged friends will answer the questions about you.

1. What is your friend's name?
- Tan U Mae [got no front name right?]

2. Jock, Geek, Prom King/Queen, Loner, Friendly, Flirtatious, Promiscuous, . Pick the word from the list that best describes your friend.
- Friendly Prom Queen i guess. *scratches head*

3. Choose 5 adjectives to describe your friend.
- Tall
- Funny
- Expansive
- Fashionable
- Sweet

4. What colour do you think best associates with your friend?
- How to answer this la?? ALL i guess, since any colour you wear will still make you look good

5. In ten years time, where do you see your friend?
- Magazine, TV, streets around the world. Call me when you need an agent k!

6. Describe your friend's blogging style.
- simple and yet entertaining.

Lastly, I tag :
Steffi Teo
Larry Chew
Kimmy Wong
Su Ling
Yun Yeen

51 Wo Pu Chi Tau Wo Cai Chiang Sur Mo...

I got to admit, one of my most favourite line/quote to use is :

"When It Is Time, Its Time"

To me, its kinda personal when this quote is used by me [kay, I'm about to spill a lil secret in my life now, you all wanna take this down on your small flower pictured books]. For instance:
Mom: Why ah everytime after dinner you must always go toilet?? Spoil the dinner, everytime have to rush back home for you.
Me: When it is time, its time
Mom: *silence*. This habit of yours, its got to stop. Next time use the restaurants toilet!!
Me: 5 minutes nie ma. Time cannot wait la, its coming..

There are many more ways that this quote is applicable in my life, one of it is that sometimes my brains will get a lil bit unusual, as in i got a bit smarter. My friends all know that i'm dumb but sometimes i amazes them with what i can answer, Gosh i amaze the crap out of myself as well. And when the time is right, i will blog, rhyme things up or be funny and all lame and dumb. Ah this is who i am i guess.
HMmm, well i personally think there's a Time in everything we do, the right moment for the events to happen. Many things in my life happened on the perfect Time. The Time when i choose to know you people, the moment i got real closer to some of you, the moment we say goodbye to each other, it all happened according to His time. Well like John Locke use to say "Everything here, It Happens for a Reason" when he's stranded on the island [Yes, i'm talking about Lost].
AH, some of you may think its pure crap what i am saying now, i myself, frank to say, am kinda a little bit surprise in what i'm saying, more like in utter disbelieve that i'm writing sumthing i myself don't know what i'm writing. Gosh this is so confusing!! So, i guess, When it is time, its time!! goodbye..

here's sumthing i wrote the other night when my head began to think for the 1st time in days:

A day goes by we see tears fly,

Its all sad as it ends tonight.

As darkness looms in the cold chill night,

I know that its not just right

That the time is near and you're leaving here,

Lets just spend our Time together alright!

50 How i wish i have a pal like the both of them.. Who wounldn't right?

Hmmm, when i watch Wallace & Gromit: Curse of the Were-Rabbit the other day, i wouldn't stop thinking of why didn't i have a best friend like they have each other, someone close to share my thoughts with, look after me when I'm in trouble, spend most of our time together, sharing the pain & thrills & so many other things. It made me think of how lonely and quiet my life is, kinda saddening me for not taking any action of finding someone to trust when i'm young. I think its coz of my trust issues but it made me regret of my past opportunities. Gosh! Don't think i'm gonna continue any further, making me sad now.. Just wanna say you ought to watch Wallace & Gromit: Curse of the Were-Rabbit cause its touching, funny, cute??, & well, its just too good.. Heck it won an Oscar kay!!

49. Global Warming, taking it to the extreme level..

Finally, its done, all my hard work, all the long hours typing, it is finally over. No more assignments, only tests.. cheh!!


Now to show you what i'm gonna do today!! I have to tell u a story:

The sun and the earth are two places far apart, split in between them are empty spaces!!So one day, bosan with his work, Mr Sun's Heat have decided to pergi holiday on Earth as he dengar people kata that Earth is a place to relax and a beautiful paradise. Little that he know, something had berlaku to Earth. JENG JENG JENG JENG!!A gang of budak jahat called the Greenhouse Gases Gangs (3G) [so ngam] had began terrorising everyone who came to Earth, even semua visitors from the Sun weren't allow to meninggal the planet.They began to belasah everyone in their path, especially people from the sun. They began to group all their mangsa up so they can berkumpul together and become their prisoners sepnajang hidup!! Kesian..

I have to say, my drawing ain't that nice, looks kinda silly and childish. But nevertheless, here are the other two pics i'm suppose to add in.. Oops! Sorry ah got technical difficulties, i come back home nie do la tomoro.. Kay i added my last picture ad:

Talk about a Mind Map of how to save energy, conserve fossil fuels and ways to prevent emission of Greenhouse Gases to our atmosphere.. I think You Ought to get a photostat copy of this picture to remind you of ways to prevent Global Warming in happening.. AHha!!

Btw, i got a 40 sumthing out of 50 for my presentation today!! WOOHOO!!

48 ARGH!! 2 days of my Life gone just like that..

Dear Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows,

You have rob 2 days of my life. I have read your story ever since i got back from college on Monday. Reading earnestly, non-stop from 2 to 12, covering 300 pages a day, with the hope of knowing and unsuspected ending, a twist that everyone including me will never imagine could happen, yet after 2 longs days, all the blind hope was lost.. You ended with a "happy" note which is what i think most people are unhappy with it, save for the kids below 12 who wished their hero would be so much very alive with a perfect life at the end..

I got to say, your life is not so interesting anymore and i got a feeling that most people will bound to forget your "oh-so" happy life and leave ours to dismay and disbelief that you're actually walking on your own world/dimension. Argh!! WHAT A DISSPAOINTEMENT.. I have to say, this really sucks.. Goodbye!!

Yours Truthfully,

weiloong

47 Rndm psts & Rndm thghts, Smhw mks m wnn blg!!

This is a short post to sum up my week:

Monday: Continuously Working on my assignments till 3 am
Tuesday: Still doing my assignments, end at 3 am AGAIN!!
Wednesday: Hand in the assignment to my fren, one of the problem gone.. Reach home sleep till 10 den sleep back at 12.
Thursday: Went Pyramid with Steffi & Poh Leong, Played Hyper Bish Bash Game [need a time out you see]. Doing another assignment.. Finishes work at 3 am again!!
Friday: Surprise surprise!! Created and Played "Roda Kematian" (Death Wheel) as my class presentation, it turned out good, had a good time laughing, balik rumah SLEEP!! [pictures and videos will be posted up until further notices]
Saturday: Pigi KLCC bersama beberapa orang, end up disappointed coz cant watch movie [sorry ah, i owe you ppl, next one my treat kay]. But it was good, had crazy fun.. After that, come back pancing udang [din catch one also, i suck in finshing, all kind of "fishing"] den went Kwang Yew's place for makan.. [Vids of Larry singing will be posted up soon]
Sunday: Tired.. But good la, ended my goaless streak of 4 months or more than that.. Woohoo!! Scored 3 goals..

On the other note, here's
10 Things You Didn't kNow/kNow about me:

10. I have a very WEIRD sleeping condition, its a very long list so i don't think i can sum it up for u
09. I cant burp, i can only FART. Thats the only way i can release gas from my body
08. I have a weird way to overcome my emo-ness, one of it is WALKING.. [min:5km]
07. Walk or sit car?? I prefer WALKING. Hmmm, maybe coz walking gives me more time to think?? Refer to no. 08 for another reason why i like walking..
06. I'm not really a CAKE, SWEETS OR CHOCOLATE FAN!! Grew up reading Hansel & Gretal and freak out when the old lady was actually a witch.. Poor Kids, but they live happily ever after.
05. BERAT SAYA 55-57kg. Well, i think its gotto be my high metabolism rate, my constant walking back home from somewhere [another reason why i walk], swimming, football, and the habit of having to go to the toilet (business) after every meal, well almost every meal..
04. I'm kinda like an ENVIRONMENTALIST, i like to watch National Geographic but i dun have a pet.. Sad right??
03. My real dream would be to become an ARCHAEOLOGIST someday, but Malaysia got no course that offers anything close to it.. Thats why i have a passion in History..
02. Rain or Sunshine?? I Have to say RAIN coz i like to walk under the rain, i think its kinda romantic!! I have the tendency to think that every drop of rain fallen to my face washes away every feeling that i have.. Its kinda like an inside thing!!
01. I have to say tat i'm LAME & WEIRD & a bit JAHAT.. Hmmm, if i were to put it in percentage, Lame 40%, Weird 55% and Jahat, erm 5%?? Ahha.. Dunno la, what you guys think le??

Kay, now i'm off reading Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows.. Hope to finish it in 3 days.. And lately, i have a craving for Disney movies.. Anyone care to join me?? but i have to crash at your place la.. Sorry!! but i bring the snacks la.. ahha!!

46 What will happened if i leave without telling anyone of You??

Yesterday, someone ask me when am I gonna leave, well my answer is 3 years probably. With all the planning i've made, i hope nothing will stop my dreams from becoming a reality [if you want to know whats my plan, ask me directly kay, dunwan to reveal my plans just yet] . 3 years isn't too long i said, so there's still time for us to see each other..

So now for the HIGHLIGHT!! Since i'm not so good in saying goodbyes [Yes, i'll cry if i feel sad when someone leaves], so i told her, "When i leave, i'll just go away and i dun tell anyone about it, and for like a month or so, ppl will be asking where i am and no one will had any idea where i gone to".

So am i being mean, being selfish not to tell anyone where i'm going when i'm gone?? I don't really think ppl will care if i'm gone personally.. Well the brightside is, you all wun feel sad wen i leave rite?? Don't think thats gonna happen either.. So can anyone tell me whats the right thing to do here?? I feel so in between!!

45(b) Same title as The Bottom wan, so check the below wan 1st..

Your Birthdate: April 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money. You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet. A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job. Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss. Your strength: Your undying determination Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle Your power color: Plum Your power symbol: Dollar sign Your power month: August

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

45 Is it true what all these say about me?? Can Anyone Tell Me The Truth??

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

44 Jumaat the 13th, Hari ku yang malang.. Wah see the number, 44 summor.. Sei Sei man, sei la..

Today is a really bad day:

1. Answer all the questions my lecturer gave ALL WRONG

2. Drop RM7 from my bag.

3. Lost my Touch n' Go card [inside got RM20]

4. Had to walk back from Telok Gadong train station.

5. ALL MY PLANS TAK JADI LA!!!

So how's your Friday the 13th?? Mine's kinda crappy!! This is one of those things i'm gonna say "Don't Figure" coz there's nothing to think about.. Just Pity Me Kay??

ARGH!!

43 What Really Happened In Caleb's Party, REVEALED!!

Yes, this is what i wore to Caleb's party. Pretty freaky rite, but what the heck, i do all this just to please Caleb [he wants to see me coming half naked] . Since this is my blog so i find all the pictures which are beautiful then i put it up.. Ahha!! Cool rite.. Now all i need is to find the pictures Hwai Tah took and put it in.. Why the heck i'm in Caleb's family photo, i dun even noe.. Another Life's Mysteries i guess.. Ahha!!

42 Save the World. Do Your Part In Protecting Our World From Extinction!!

I'm getting fed up with this hot weather, why can't it just rain every now and then so that I won't have a tough time sleeping. Isn't Malaysia suppose to be a "wet & dry all year long" weather?? I guess the Education Ministry would have to change their text books to "Panas Sepanjang Tahun" and take away the lembap part, cause it ain't happening.

Is this the effects of global warming?? Well, Yeah! Thats what i think atleast. Global warming is happening whether we like it or not. Its been happening since the beginning of World War 1 [says Al Gore, dunno true a not] and its getting worse and worse each year. The temperature of our planet is increasing rapidly [year 2005 was the hottest year in history] just like the fuel prices all around the world.Global warming brings many consequences. Increase in temperature means polar ice melt faster. When this happen, more fresh water flow into the ocean and it'll disrupt the balance of saltwater in the ocean, thus, somehow, Europe will enter into an Ice Age [guess they'll have to eat ice kacang forever huh], and most major city in the world will be Atlantis. Not enough land means, more ppl cramping with each other. Good news for all the molesters out there, more ppl for you to touch. Hooray! Animals will start dying due to the climate shift, plants layu-ing and ppl will simply die of hunger.
Is this what we want?? Is this what you want?? Think about it, you don't want to let your children live in keadaan yang serba kekurangan rite. So whenver you go out shopping, plz bring a bag, stop using plastic bags. Don't use wooden chopsticks. Save a dog perhaps?? Just do what you can in changing our world.. Return back the cold weather please!
New form of Renewable Energy. Plz install this in the Dewan Rakyat, Parliament, or Dewan Negara

41 I'm not gonna give a title to my new post coz i cant think of a title to post up..

Recap on the past few days of my life:

Friday: Was in college till 2 then followed Caleb to fetch his MOnkey Suit[awesome costume] somewhere near Ikano, waited for him in One Utama for 1 hour. Came back to klang, straight away go for practise in church, manage to sing a song. Kinda sad!! Went back to shower than prepare my costume for Caleb's Costume Party[you don't wanna know what i wore]. Since its a costume party, i thought "heck why not do sumthing stupid and tada!!". For pics check out sam's blog, su ling's blog, u mae's blog or whoever that came for the party. Sorry ah i dont have pics of me here. Went home at 12.30.

Saturday: Woke up at 8, practise for GCC and sang till 11. Went and cut my hair [Gosh how much i regretted doing so. Some ppl says its nice, some ugly, some don't want to comment. Dunno who to trust, who to believe. I look like a freakin' school boy]. After that, ISCF rally, saya nyanyi, tired gila, sleep at 1.. But it was good la, 1st time doing all these & i finally had the experience of joining such a great group of ppl.. The whole rally, i guessed i didnt pay much attention to the pastor(sorry) and after that, i basically bacame a photograper. Guess i should take up photography huh!! Any Advices?? Anyone?? And i just got my ass kicked & my chest "touched".. HAMSAP PPL LA YOU ALL, I DUN HAVE BOOBS KAY!!

SO basically this is like the most tiring days of my week, now i'm doing my assignment, watching cartoon, hearing music, online, msn, downloading songs and yawning.. Talk about multi-tasking, this is like kinda impossible even to me and i'm doing it..

I just miss my hair, hopefully it'll grow back in one month time, so hard i kept it so long and now its all gone. Bet all my lecturers will be happy with me now.. Sigh!!

40 Happy Birthday You Ppl, Thanks to me You Had a Wonderful Dumb day!!

Haha, Happy Birthday to Sam[not you Sam Ong] & Darren, its nice knowing you for one year now.. Me & my frens went to Pyramid, ate in Bar B.Q Plaza(Darren its not Korean, its Thai). I'll let the picture do the talking:A lil prayer from Darren, he's scared!! ahha..Time to eat.. Btw, we're not vegetarians, no more meat!!Makan!! Me & SamJohnson & DarrenWhile others are busy eating, Joee's watching porn!! ahha.. Nola, She's our phtographer..2nd round, more veggies!! But really, no more meat??Lai Lai, Chiak Chiak, Ha Ma Lang Chiak!!Gone in 60 seconds!! Bo Liau, Pa Liau!!Ahha, BBQ lemon!! My idea, its so DUMB..We really did BBQ the lemon!!Ahha, look at her face!! The outcome of hanging out with me..Here's Darren and lemon. I think he said a prayer before he ate it..I dare people so I also have to eat!! But I like My pic best, see the lemon dripping..She's not done taking pictures.. Lol!!

Regret Of the Day: Never ever try an Azuki Frappacino with coffee from Starbucks. If you're wondering whats azuki, its red beans!! Ouch! stomach ache..

It taste kinda horrible, red beans + Coffee= Lau Sai

39 Brain Damagaed, Need Repair NOW.. Calling For "Brain-Chanics"!!

I'm feeling mentally, physically & emotionally drained this whole month. Well it started a few weeks ago last month, so i guessed it can be counted as a month rite?? Anyway, my stress level is at its critical stage, my heart beat is beating more than usual and my sleeping disorders are beginning to kick in.. This are all signs of tension rising within me..

STUPID ASSIGNMENTS!!

So if you so happened to bump into me when i'm in a bad mood, prepare to see a storm brewing cause I can get pretty much angry & ugly in these time of days.. I wanna say sorry if it really happened..

On the brighter note, I'm kinda happy with the games I "helped" prepare for the PJ rangers, though I actually enjoyed myself watchin them play the games. PJ rangers are so sporting, they even took the wasabi crackers without asking.. Ahha!! And Die Hard 4.0 was GOOD!! Go check it out if you like Bruce Willis [Gosh, he's so hot & gaya] and action-packed movies..

38 Regret Of The Week..

I regretted that I posted an emo post and instead of

ppl asking whats wrong with me, they laugh at my post..

I shall never post any emo stuff ever again,

thus also showing my emo-ness to ppl..

37 *toot* You ppl, I dun Need friends like You!!

HMPH, you ppl thinks its funny when someone like me spill out their thoughts & feelings huh?? So My SORROWS & SADNESS is your JOY & HAPINESS la.. You saying ppl like me don't deserve to be emo over something they care most la!! You got NO RIGHT to laugh at me like as though i have a heart of stone.. Ppl like you dun deserve to be called friends, especially mine.. Its not funny when someone cries when they lose something they loved or care most, its NOT like you ppl don't have something you care!!

ENOUGH SAID, I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO PPL WHO LAUGH AT ME, MAKE FUN ABOUT HOW WEILOONG CAN CRY OVER SUCH SMALL THINGS, I DON'T EVEN WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE.. DON'T VISIT THIS BLOG IF YOU COULDN'T CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS..

36 May The LORD Bless Your Synthetic-Wooly Soul

Dear Blanket,

I've known you for 10 years now and I've never regreted a single day or night without you as my company. Made from Ah Ma's own two hands, sew into perfection with Love and care, given to me with hopes and dreams, you have comforted my deeper self whenever something goes wrong with my life. You are always there to hear every single words I have to say, every single complains, every single tears I shed at night, every single prayer I made & every single secrets I've told, you've heard it all. Even though you may not say a single word, but your presence there had always been felt by me.

I remembered when i was 5, I was worried sick when i forgotten to bring you to Singapore with me. For one week I was sad, crying like a baby, wondering how lonely you'll be at home, silent and quiet, thinking what would happened if someone else entered the house, kidnapped you. For one week, i had no mood to eat, to laugh, to talk cause I miss you lots. And when I was back, i was glad you were still there, the same position i left you. And from that day onwards, i promise not to leave you a lone again.

A few years passed, we grew closer & closer, never separated for every single holiday we went, you've seen much of the world with me. But one day, an accident happened. My heart was torn to pieces when I found out that KoKo and MeiMei had murdered you. You were torn to half, and so was my heart. I cried for weeks cause of you. You made me worried sick again, what would I do without you by my side anymore. Who could replace you in my heart, with me on the bed, all the things that I've told you, who can I share it with?? All these thoughts played in my mind and it made me weak. In the emergency room for a week, you're alive!! Ah Ma made you whole again, fusing your body with another, you're not the same anymore. I should have treated you care, after all these years, now I've know.

When I've turned 15, I brought you a new friend, its none other then pillow. You two were like my bestest friends I could ever have!! With pillow with you, you were never bored anymore at home whenever I left the house. Somehow, time have passed by quickly and you were getting old. You were worn out and torn a little. Mommy says I need to let you go, reluctantly I did.. Its sad to depart with you after all these years, I couldn't hold back my tears when I really did let go. I don't think its fair for me to hold you back but, when its time to let go, its really the time. I'm sorry for all the damage I've caused. Goodbye my Love!!

Still I wanna thank you for all the loving memories that you have given me, the memories I have shared with you, and I thank you, for giving birth to a wonderful girl, and I promise you, that I will take good care of her, with all my heart, my life & my soul. I know you've been watching me, taking care of me from afar. Thank You.

With Love,

weiloong

35

I've Been "Touched" By Ppl, I Feel So Traumatize!!

I NEED A HUG!!

CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME ONE??

34 My Body Aches, And I've Been Molested By Two Gals!! Police.........

Yea, basically my body hurts, my leg hurts, as well as my butt.. Dunno what I'll do if I don't have a butt.. I dunwan to think about it..

Yea and i've been molested by two gals, they said i have "man boobs" and they whack me 3 times.. Pain like Pain la basically!! They are none other then Su Ling & Samantha Ong.. Gals taking advantage of guys, whats wrong with this world la.. Aint it suppose to be the other way round, me touching them?? HAIH!! Plz show me some sympathy here, i've been "touched"..

33 What A Sad Bunch Of Ppl...!!

Are you feeling lonely??

Do you have a group where you belong into??

Lacking friends to talk to you whenever you're sad??

Are you envious of groups like JADJADJUMS and other related parties??

Do you think you're being left behind??

Well if you think you are, then JOIN US NOW!!

The NoGroupGroup is the place where you belong.. With fun-filled activities set up for you every week, it'll make your loneliness go away with just a snap of your fingers!!

Thinking about joining?? You'll just have to agree with these 3 simple rules:

1. You don't have a group/party that you belong to now

2. You must be weird

3. You must be lame

NOW JOIN US!! EVERYONE IS WELCOME BUT WE SHALL SCREEN YOU 1st FOR SAFETY MEASURES..... Plz contact me if you wanna join...

32 Makes Me Wonder

I will Get My Maroon 5 Latest Album this Week.. I don't Care hoW I'm gettinG it but I am, Even iF it means that I Have tO Fight My Way thru the Ppl in Tower Records, i won't mind.. Coz its Just so worth it tO hEar Adam Levine's Voice all over agaiN.. Woohoo!! Maroon 5, Here I Come Ba-Beh!!

Community Message: Please don't support piracy unless if the album/movie is not worth buying/watching in the cinema..

31 Its been A Shit-ty Week For Me, & hopefully Next Won't be That Bad...

This had been a really crappy and shit-ty week for me, everything i'd plan out, everything i thought of doing had just gone from okay to OhMyGosh.. This is just not working out fine for me, i like to plan my days done from 6am-12am [which is my daily cycle now since i'm back in college] and all the things i do or planned on doing just went hay-wire all the time.. Stupid Crappy week.. let me sum it up for you:

Monday: Woke up from bed, had a feeling its gonna be a bad day. Go college and got caught dozing off in class. Its not that bad till my lecturer asked me to answer a question which i don't know. Nvm, after that, my lecturer told me that every lecturer is gonna take my attendence during classes & lectures coz of some dumb rumors. And now, i cannot ponteng anymore..

Tuesday: Woke up, went swimming in the morning, felt hungry, thought of having bah-kut-teh at the stall under the bridge but they didn't open that day. [btw, i went toilet to shit 3 times but no shit came out].. After college, wait for the bus to klang at pasar seni, waited for 1 freakin' hour still no bus.. End up, reach klang at 8..

Wednesday: How bad today can be?? Really Bad I say.. Lost my bus & train ticket and I have to use extra money to pay for my transportation fare back home to klang.. Luckily my mom didn't work that day so I don't have to walk back home from Teluk Gadong KTM.. Balik sleep my day off till 8..

Thursday: Came back early from college and took a bus back to my place.. I ask the bus driver whether got pass by Bayu a not he say yes! End up he drove to Klang Jaya and I have to walk back home from Bukit Tinggi.. STUPID KLANG BUSES.. And to top that, Steffi told me no more place for me to go to Seremban.. That means no more beef noodles..

Friday: Haih, lost so much expectations for this week so I didn't expect much to happen. Went and ask for a change of timetable, the office told me "Sorry ah, all the place are fully taken by other courses". As expected la.. Bila wanna go back nie, KL Hujan.. I got wet all over, its like the sky laughing at me it seems during that time..

Haih dunno what to say ad la.. If u can top my worse week, i shall sit nextt o you and say "Congratulations, I can't beat Your Worse Week. Lets just get crappy & whine our week together kay"!!

30 This Is What I'm Feeling Right Now....

29 Calvin & Hobbes [8th Wonders Of The New World]

Miss Wormwood: Calvin Pay Attention!! We're studying GEOGRAPHY. Now what state do you live in?? Calvin: Denial.... Miss Wormwood: Sign, I don't suppose I can argue with that.

I particularly love this strip, Calvin daydreams in school and gets off with punishment.. How many of us can escape from punishment in school. We would be in the principle's office if we were caught daydreaming!! haih.. School days.

I simply just adore him, wish i had his imaginative powers, intellectual abilities that is not of this world and a Best Friend that is fuzzy & furry to hug and share whatever is in my mind.. I used to have an imaginative friend but now he's gone.. Its a cruel world to live in my friends, especially when you're living it alone..

Wei Sze i miss you!! Can you please come back home atleast one week once, I promise to "not" bully you & take care of you better.. If you want i can belanja you baskin!! Come Back, I miss your company... & Noise!!

28 I Dig My Toes Into The Sand..

I want to sink my little toes into the soft golden sands in Malaysia.. Missed the opportunity once to go to Perhentian with Ah Boy and he's friends [more like dotA kaki's] and now, its been one year already since the day I went Langkawi with them and I want Sand!!

Now my hope relies on Miss Steffi Teo Sue An and the Sunday School of Grace Klang, I'm still praying for a miracle to happen, as in like someone pulled out last minute due to some unforseen reasons (sorry ah, i'm not cursing you). I don't mind if its Port Dickson or some low class beach but atleast it has a Beautiful, Gorgeous, Slim, eh wait.. thats for girls but oh Wat the Heck!! As long there's a beach and nice ocean waves i'm happy with it, though it may not be as beautiful as Langkawi or Redang!!

Plz Steffi Teo Sue An, plz tell me there is ACTUALLY place left in this trip!! I want sand... Feel like crying to beg you to let me come, but I won't, I'm a man!! If you let me come, i pormise to treat u better kay...

27 This Is Just A Random Answer...

Have you ever thought that why people dislike sleeping on double decker beds?? Hmmm, I have thought about it a long time and I finally know why.

Firstly, the person sleeping on the bottom is afraid that the person sleeping on top KENTUTs when he/she sleeps, or sometimes maybe even KENCING in the night. Imagine the "yellow water" dripping on your face!! Eww..

Secondly, the person sleeping on the top is freak out whenever the person sleeping below tries imagining where's the position of the person sleeping on top's BUTT. If its the same gender you're sleeping with, sure you'll get traumatize when there's a GAY/LESBIAN sleeping below you..

Lastly, people just dislike sleeping on double decker beds cause they hate sharing their sleeping position with another people?? Who knows..

So do you like sleeping on double decker beds?? If you do, Which side you choose to sleep on?? The Top or The Bottom?? Choose Well Kay Coz It Reflects What You Wanna Do To The Other Person!! ahha..

26 This Is No Ordinary Random Post...

Klang, Sunday-Woke up in the morning, stomach pain but cannot pangsai. Go swimming & after that, end up also didn't pangsai. To make it worse, went Bah Kut Teh with my mom, fill my stomach up with more junk summor but still, No Pangsai. When Pyramid, bought Starbucks [mocha fruppacino] to help my digestion, but still cannot pangsai.. After Hillsong (btw, its great), makan curry fish in Asia Cafe, finally a breathe of air, i farted!! Come back home also didn't pangsai. Sat in jamban for 10 minutes still no Pangsai..

Something must be wrong with me today, its as if someone put a cork into my butt!! Shit also cannot come out, fart also so hard to come out. One day don't Pangsai very "samfu" la.. This is not one of the day my shit shouldn't come out la.. Of All Day, Why Sunday??

I need help, any Pangsai Expert care to tell me how I can go back Pangsai-ing again??

25 Rain Drops Falling on My Head...

Rain - condense water in the sky that forms droplets of water that falls onto the earth. When you were young, most probably your friends told you it was saliva from heaven, and it makes you think why God is spitting on us!! Well thats what I use to think

Rain, I just simply love rain. Who doesn't?? When it rains, its the best time to go back to bed as the weather becomes cold. When it rains, you can use it as an excuse to skip whatever work you're ask to do but to me, when it rains, i just love to step outside and feel the touch of countless drops of water run through my face down towards deep within my inner self.

Rain, I use to play under them until one day I was force by my parents to walk back home myself as my clothes are all muddy and muddy!! Sad ain't it, but it was fun though. All the memories I have under It were one of my fondest ever in my life that I will treasure through out my days on this planet...

Rain, when it falls on earth again, I wish there's someone next to me sharing the same experience that I always have, and yeah hope he/she don't bring an umbrella along with him/her cause it'll just spoil the mood.. Anyone care to stand next to me when it rains??

24 Hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year and I have not regreted anything until yesterday!!

to this person I writing it to:
I dunno whats wrong with me the other night, but I am trully sorry for saying "the word" that I didn't mean to use, I was acting out of rage, you're were there, in my phone and all i cant think of is to unleash my anger on you... I'm so sorry for messing it up, thinking that it's all your fault when it is mine all the time.. I dun mean to use harsh words on you & I know how much it hurts you the most, hearing it from someone you trust..

I dunno how to make it up to you, i am ashamed for what i've said to you.. Since I hurt you now, why dun I be your Genie and I will grant you three wishes of your choice!! Anything will do, if it can be done la.. So how about it?? You can do it on your special day if you like!!

yours sincerely,
weiloong

23 Is this some kind of test you people are preparing coz i dun think i wanna do it again!!

Royal Rangers 25th Anniversary camp is one tiring camp i have ever involve myself in!! even helping out in GY Camp 2006 as banker/GY News Crew/Games also not so kau but this, its just too much for me to handle!! [is this some kind of test Kwang Yew is giving me to test my abilities or strenght, stamina or whatever he is looking] I also dunno wat to do la, all i now i did great, i gave my best, though i din enjoy much but nevetheless its still a great experience..

Thank you ppl who have help me a lot through out this whole camp, staying wit me till late night doing all the work for the camp, correction, more like staying for you all coz i need transport back and all.. AHAHHAHA!!

Deepest thanks to Larry, Don, Ivan, Yang, Steffi, Su Ling, Carol, Bhawani (maaf taktau spell), Kenneth and others who I din mention..

Thnks fr th Mmrs!!

Sorry for not posting anything, damm malas to blog anymore, dun have the heart to do it since pL left me.... Ish!!

22 The not so excited post I wanted to post for 2 years, and now I'm posting about it..

I'm sorry Liverpool fans, my guess you'll have to walk with the losers again this season. Haha!! Benitez go make friend with Arsene Wenger and sit together to whine about your trophy-less season kay!! Champions League Final Score:

AC Milan 2 - Liverpool FC 1

Now where did Liverpool went wrong. Firstly, Steven Gerard was not effective, Zenden was playing, the defense was not commited in following Filippo Inzaghi ( had always been my favourite player ), Mascherano was playing excelent in stopping Kaka but when he got sub, Goodbye Liverpool!! Crouch was not playing, so was Bellamy, Kuyt lone striker, not effective..

C'mon la, Liverpool fans, I think you guys know the results that you'll lose before we do.. I think the people know it coz the Pope is STILL alive!! Thank God for it.. Try hard next season k, don't walk with loser for a season again..

21 Nightmare on Elm Street.... Oh wait that's another story!!

You people know i don't read book much but i can't help reading Harry Potter's final book entitled " Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows "!! HAHA.. Since I got nothing to do so I thought of sumthing, 10 things you'll expect when reading Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows:

10. "Its a bird. No, its a plane. NO!! its just a boy in a broom.."

09. "With great powers comes great responsibilities"

08. "Be a man, do the right thing!!"

07. God save the Queen, oh wait, wrong person..

06. "He's Alive, he's alive!!"

05. And they lived happily ever after.

04. "Harry, ask Paris Hilton for shower fight tips before you kill Voldermort"

03. There is no ending cause there's gonna be another book..

02. "Oh my God, they killed Harry"

01. "Harry, I am your father!!"

HAHA! I think this is pretty lame since i'm not as good as the late show.. Nevertheless, still can't wait for the book.. Got a feeling Dumbledoor is still alive, and Harry's going to die, and Voldermort is Harry's father..

20 Go to Jail. Move Directly to Your Prison Cell. Do not pass GO. Do Not Ask Arnold Schwarzenegger For Pardon!!

In conjuction with Paris Hilton's Jail term over DUI charge which starts next month, these are the top 10 Ways Paris Hilton Is Preparing For Jail and I pick it up from the Late Show With David Letterman. Here:

10. Asking Martha Stewart for "shower fight" tips.

09. Meeting with Revlon to market signature delousing spray.

08. Looking up recipe for making Cosmopolitans in the toilet.

07. Attending Tampa Bay Devil Rays games to get used to solitary.

06. Seeking permission to videotape her conjugals.

05. No number 5 -- writer too upset by verdict to write a joke.

04. Seeing what Prada has in orange jumpsuits.

03. I dunno -- getting drunk and acting like a tramp? Seriously, young people -- keep it clean.

02. Telling herself, "Heck, 45 days? That's not even a month.

01. Giving guards list of how she likes to be searched.

Haha, its actually kinda funny to see a celebrity behind prison bars. Teach them a lesson!! I wonder who'll be next, I like to see Lindsay Lohan behind bars now for a change!! sorry for the unoriginality..

19 Summer - a time to indulge yourself with a banquet full of exciting Movies

Movies to watch during the May-June-July period of this year:

1. Spiderman 3

2. Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End

3. Shrek 3

4. Ocean's 13

5. Transformers

6. Fantastic Four: Rise Of The Silver Surfer

7. Blades Of Glory

8. Die Hard 4.0

9. The Simpsons Movie

10. Evan Almighty

Got a lot more exciting shows to come so if wanna watch call me kay!!